unsaid ,yet said

8.CONFIRMING EMOTIONS

Kritu was confused about her feelings that were growing in her heart for Aryan.She had crushes countless times but she never fell in love with anyone.She does not know how does it feel when a person falls in love with someone.
Another thing that was bothering her was her relation with Aryan.HOW DOES SHE CAN FALL IN LOVE WITH HER TEACHER?Society ,her family won't accept this kind of relation.
But society ,family and her friends come later .she had to make conclusion of her thinking and behaviour.
  
      In the class. 
Kritu and friends were sitting in the class .Today their test results will be announced by Aryan .kritu was feeling nervous like hell cause she knew that she had given test as per her own understanding .she was not sure about her answers .
    She was also worried with the fact that what will be Aryan's reaction  if she would get lower marks.There will be a tauting session for her by him for sure .
    Aryan entered in the class and the whole class greeted him.After this ,He started to announce results of the test.with each passing moment kritu's heartbeat was increasing .Students were given very mediocre marks by him.She was getting more and more nervous.Now THERE WAS A GIRL WHO TOPPED IN THE CLASS.ARYAN WAS PRAISING HER .WHY ON EARTH KRITU WAS NOT LIKING IT.INSIDE HER ,SOMETHING WAS HAPPENING TO HER,SOMETHING WAS BOTHRING HER.THERE WERE EMOTIONS THAT WERE BEYOND FROM HER UNDERSTANDING.
Kritu pov:Alas! Dear kritu.you should have been studied well infact you could have studied well if you wished the same.If you studied well ,you would get his praise and appreciation.
Hey!why am I keen to get his attention and appraisal.I don't like him .Isn't it?
Well,cannot say what do I do these day...

Ms kritika ,may I have you attention plz? Someone called her.
This was none other than Aryan.
Kritu:- ye..yes sir,I am sorry sir.
Aryan:-I think you were lost somewhere...
Kritu:-ahh!No no sir ,actually I was concious about my result.
Aryan:-okk.what do you think about your performance?
Kritu:-Well sir,I don't know how much have I scored .but thing I want to say that it was wriiten by me according to my own understanding .I had written in  my own way .
I am ready to make any improvement suggested by you.That is all I think .
Aryan:-Well,you did really well in the test.your copy was really neat and organised.I am also impressed by your language that you picked to write answers.I also want to say that you write very beautifully .And with that he showed her copy to all the students.
Kritu:-Thank you sir,(she said it having a shy smile on her face)

Kritu was having collywobbles in her stomach as she also topped the test.Receiving complement from Aryan was like to getting something you wished for long for kritu.Ohh !damn she was blushing that movement.her heart was about to fail.blood was rushing on her cheeks.
Her all attempts to calm herself  got failed.
In that class ,she was stairing Aryan like mad.She cannot take off her eyes from him.For the first she wanted time to get stop.She just wanted to stair him continuously.

Like this way,class got over for the day.
    Aryan's home.
      Today he was free .so he decided to walk for sometimes.While introspection he got a thought about kritu .Don't know but today she made an impression on him.He was impressed with her.
She has a creative and linguistic mind.she can really do better in writings.thought ARYAN.
ARYAN:- I really misunderstood her.she is a good girl.hope she will do best in her exams.
     
kritu's home.
   She was having dinner with her parents but there was a continous blush on her face.she was engrossed in thinking about the incident happened today in class.Mr Aryan has appraised me.wow..She wanted to dance ,she wanted to sing ,she wanted to play guitar..but hey put a break on these thoughts haa!she cannot do it ,not because she won't but because she had not known ABCD of Dancing ,playing guitar.😉
After dinner,she directly went to her bedroom,and get in bed early.Today she did not want to do anything except thinking about him.
Today she was thinking about his smile ,rarely appears on his face.His way of talking.His way of doing everything .Now she was realising she had missed a lot that was to be noticed by her about him.

She remembered wordings of priya.Yes she was right .There issomething more than a mere teacher and student relation.She has some feelings for him.They are for sure.
YES ,I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM.YES,I DON'S JIBE WITH HIS THINKING BUT IT IS TRUE IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO IGNORE HIM FOR HER.-KRITU'S POV.
WHAT IF I FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM?
WILL HE ACCEPT MYSELF?
WILL I MEET HIS EXPECTATIONS?
hey,stop dear .this is too much for now.There is  confirmation for  having crush only.its not a love.
Make it clear this thing in your mind.SAID KRITU TO HERSELF.
   WITH THESE THOUGHT ,SHE FELL ASLEEP.WAITING TO SEE HIM NEXT DAY.