here for you (taekook)

chapter 3

"hi. im jeon jungkook. pleasure to meet you."

i turn to see the most beautiful human being smiling at me, his bunny smile and his eyes sparkling with amusement. and that's when i realized the blood rushing to my face, making me red. i turned my head away quickly before nodding and trying to focus on the lesson. i dont know why im feeling this way with him. he makes me nervous but also calm. but i also know that he wont ever pay attention to me and if he does, it will only be because he wants my work or some shit like that. its just like how my dad says. those images replay in my mind as i remembered last night with how my dad was drunk and beating me and how my mom just stood there and watched, a glare placed in my direction.

i felt my eyes water up and immediately asked if i can go to the bathroom. the teacher said yes so i speed walked out the door and then bolted down the hall, forgetting jimin and jungkook as tears started falling down my face. before i new it, i was tumbling to the ground due to me running into somebody. i looked up and when i was about to stutter out an apology, i was picked up from my shirt and thrown against a locker. i gasped from the pain as i hit the locker doors.

he then grabbed my face and tilted it to the side. i stared at him and then he spoke.

"you should watch where your going when you wanna go cry in secret, you fucktard. maybe i should show you that you should learn to respect your elders. huh? what about it?" 

as he said those words, they reminded me of my parents, telling me i should be punished for being born into this world. 

i started sobbing as i felt punch after punch in my gut. he hit the bruises that were still healing and the cuts that have not yet scarred over. i felt them opening and i groaned in pain. he stopped punching and i started having a coughing fit. i felt some slimy substance fill my hands. i looked up with black spots filling my vision and there i saw a figure beating up the now bruised bastard that punched me. but i couldn't help but feel like i deserved it. i groaned again and tried to stand up, but as i did, i collapsed back down and almost hit the floor. i feel into unconsciousness before i could see the face that belonged to the arms wrapped around me.

all i saw was black. a color that was kinda comforting. it reminded me of something, but i couldn't tell what. then i saw a door appear from the darkness. i walked up to it and grabbed the handle, twisting it. the door opened easily and i walked through it. i heard a mans strong, booming voice and a woman's soft, loving voice. i walked towards the voices and ended up in a kitchen. i saw the people there and realized that it was my parents. i looked around and then heard the opening of a door. my parents turned towards the sound and there faces hardened. i knew at once who entered the room. i turned to see a younger version of me, about 3 years ago. i turned in fear as i saw my parents stride over to my younger, trembling self. i heard my dad speak some insults like useless and telling me that i should never have been born into this world. then he slapped the boy. i felt my cheek sting as i watched my father beat the 14 year old child, feeling all the pain my younger self was feeling.

suddenly, my mother turns to me - i mean like the 17 year old me - and grabs my shirt. her eyes flashed red and then i saw my father turn to me as well, taking long steps to reach us faster. he took my mothers place and there faces transformed into monsters, teeth protruding through there lips, eyes glowing red and crazed. their voices turned into tormenting, raspy growls, telling me they will come for me and will get me. 

i screamed and felt tears fill my eyes as i jolted awake. i looked around the room i was in and it looked like a hospital room. i then felt someone caressing my back in a comforting manner. i turned with tear streaked cheeks to the person who was doing this action. i looked at him in shock because it was none other than jeon jungkook himself. he then started speaking and i felt as though i was safe from the nightmare i was just in.

"are you all right?" 

i flinched somewhat, but answered him nonetheless.

"i think im okay. but what happened? where am i?"

"the hospital. you got beat up by someone from school, but he won't hurt you anymore. i made sure of it."

he answered with the utmost confidence and i just stared at him, taking in what he just said.

shit. FUCK. IM IN THE HOSPITAL. THEYRE GONNA KILL ME WHEN THEY FIND OUT. IM ACTUALLY GONNA DIE. 

 i guess he sensed my stress because he immediately hugged me. 

"dont worry about it. i already payed for your hospital bill and made sure to talk to the principal so they will let it slide that you basically missed the first day. nothing is gonna happen, you're fine, you're okay." he whispered to me.

i didnt realize i started crying again until i felt his thumb wipe away the tears.

"why," i managed to croak out. "you dont even know me. wh-why would you help someone wh-who has barley said two words to you." 

what he said next made me want to burst into tears and hug him until i lost feeling in my arms.

"because i wanted to."

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i know, weird not to end off on

oh well. gotta keep it weird so that it can keep getting more weird throughout the story hehe

anyway please keep reading to find out what happens next

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 ur writer hello61357