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Chapter 1

{Harry Pov}

I got off the stage, adrenalin pumping through my veins. "Great job lads!" Zayn said patting me on the back and looking at the other boys.

"Yeah, now lets get outta these clothes so we get back to the hotel and sleep."

"Alright Harry calm down." Zayn laughed.

I went into the dressing room and stripped not bothering to shower. I pulled on my clothes fast and headed back out to the boys.

"C'mon boys hurry up I really wanna get to the hotel."

Liam came over to me with a worried expression,"Harry what's wrong mate?"

"Nothing, I just wanna go home so could you all just hurry up?"

Liam looked like he wanted to dig deeper but he just shrugged and nodded. "C'mon boys, let's get dressed."

I walked over to a couch that was backstage and pulled my phone out.

Thank god we didn't have any meet n' greets today. Don't get me wrong, I love the fans but I'm just not in the mood today.

The truth was that I wasn't alright. I was far from it. These past few days I have been feeling like I'm not a part of the group anymore. I used to be able to make Liam laugh, and be there to cuddle with Lou and always be able to have heart to heart conversations with Zayn. But now I cant talk to anyone.

Now I just feel like I'm in the band to hold the image of the player or ladies man. I don't feel like I belong anymore.

That's the thing though is that I don't belong. I'm different from the rest of them and I know I'll have to tell them sooner or later, it just has to be the right time.

The boys finally come out of the dressing room and meet me. I stand up already ready to go and head towards the door. The boys follow and I keep my attention on my phone so that I can avoid any uncomfortable conversations with them.

I get into the van first and settle myself into a window seat in the back.

The whole ride was quiet except for Paul telling us that we had done a great job on stage.

When we got to the hotel I was the first out of the van even though I had to climb over some people.

I went into the hotel without the boys and went straight to the lift. Just ready for a good night's rest. Maybe tomorrow I'll feel better.

I step out as the elevator doors open and go to my door getting my room key out. I open the door and just as I'm about to walk into one of the bedrooms towards my bed I feel someone grip my shoulder.

Cliffhanger...... MWAHAHA. Antyways. Hey This is my first fanfic and second attempt at writing a story on wattpad soo........ yup. that's it. Peace!

~Lulu