Seriously, ignore this chapter, it's just meaningless vent. I'm okay, I just need to burn off some stress.
*inhale*
I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him I can't tell him
I
Cant
Tell
Him
I can't tell him that I don't want to talk to him; it'll break his heart
I can't tell him that I want to be alone; it'll worry him
I can't tell him that I feel guilty; it'll make him feel worse
I just can't
My anxiety is too high
My love is too strong
I...
I........
........
I don't want to hurt him.
