Pretty Green Eyes

I-

*2 hours after Joanna had left*

Oh my god. WhY. I hate. MYSELF SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

who even does that, why did I do that, I mean she didn't seem bothered but, she has a 'girlfriend' she has a ... argh!!!!! Why would I do that?

*phone rings: Alexis is FaceTiming*

Alexis

Hi, holly how are you, Joanna told me me about what happened, I just want to to check that your on and we didn't scare you off AHAHAH!

Holly

Wait what! She told you, I didn't mean to I don't know what came over me. I'm so embarrassed, she said she had a girlfriend, then I just d-

Alexis

What? I'm on about her smacking you last night. What are you on about? What happened!

Holly

Wait! Nothing, I'm confused, i don't want to talk about it, WAIT I have to talk about it. Basically Joanna was telling me about this girl who she has went on a. Few dates with and stuff and I just don't know and I got some weird feeling and I kissed her.

Alexis looked at me in the camera, she finished eating a sandwich that she had just bought. She looked upset but relieved at the same time it was really odd!

Alexis

You. Kissed. JOANNA! Oh my god. I knew this was going to happen. I won. I'm going to have to call Amy, one sec-

I couldn't work out whether she was angry or excited. I was so confused.

Holly

NO ALEXIS STOP! I told you because I'm trusting you with this, please. Don't tell anybody!

Alexis

*smiles* ok, sure, but when I see you next you have to tell me everything! I have to go see you soon doll!

Holly

Sure! I promise. Bye!

*sigh of relief*

I put on some music, Holy by King Princess. I start to tidy up my room and I completely forget about what happened. I dance around singing at the top of my lungs having a blast. I honestly can't believe how amazing the people I have met during my SHORT time here!

"And you're begging 'please'
I rule with the velvet tongue
And my dress undone
And I'll get you lost, but I'm having fun"

*skip to 9pm*

I do my night routing, of cleansing my face and pop any unnecessary spots and  blackheads (yes I'm a popaholic don't @ me) i have a yellow towel wrapped around me and my hair down getting air dry (also knows as becoming the thickest hair on the planet) I sit on my bed and put an oversized T-shirt on as my Pyjamas. I'm super tired

Every time I close my eyes all I can think of is her soft skin. Her lips on mine, her smile when she left. It's all to much.

INCLUDES TOPICS OF  MASTERBATION!!!!!!!!!

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I can't take it anymore. I put some music on again ..... (love on the brain by Rihanna because I am in fact a basic bitch)

" And I run for miles just to get a taste"

I close my eyes. I slip my knickers off completely and throw my duvet off me. I take my oversized shirt off to reveal my hard sensitive nipples, I rub and pinch them for a bit before letting my hand travel down my stomach and to the inside of my legs. I start to rub my clit with my fore and middle finger.

I'm surprised with how wet I am. I rub my slits for a little bit longer. I insert 2 of my fingers into myself. I moan and grab onto my own hair to try and calm myself down. I nearly reach peak, thrusting my hips into my own fingers. But it just isn't doing the trick.

I grab my vibrator from my bedside cabinet and I put my knickers back on placing it between my knickers and my clit for support. I turn around onto my all fours and I grind onto the vibrator holding onto the head board of my bed.

This is actually amazing (it's the first time I've used a vibrator before. BITCH. WTF)

I cum and I moan the words Joanna without even realising is. Oh. My. God. What is going on.

WTF