Loki Oneshots

Suicide Note

A/N - HEY YOU GUYS OMG THE FIRST CHAPTER IS UP💖

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"I can't do this anymore... I just can't.. I'm sorry you had to find out this way, I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, I'm sorry I wasn't smart enough,. I'm sorry for the troubles I have caused, I'm sorry for everything. That day when you said 'You don't matter to me. You could die and I wouldn't give a single flying.. fuck' it hurt. It hurt so bad but I knew you didn't mean it. You would never hurt me intentionally. I love you. I love you so so much that it hurts, it hurts to do this.. but this is the only way you can have a better life. Without me in it. I cannot live without you, so that's what I'm gonna do.. I'm gonna end it.. you have given me so much happiness, you have given me so many reasons to smile, to laugh. I cannot thank you enough. I wish you all the luck for your future. I hope you get what you want in your life. I hope you are happy. I love you.. Graham."

I sighed as I read it over and over again. This is dumb. This is so dumb. I shouldn't.. i don't want to..

*CRASH*

Your heart suddenly stopped at the loud noise outside. The ground under you was shaking and you did the first thing that came to your mind. You ran outside your house. You ran until you were away from it. Away from the chaos. Your house was a little outside the city, a quite place with only five, six Houses in the line. It was all good. All good until the attack. You saw an alien thingy right over your house, which dropped another beam that destroyed the roof of your house completely. Without thinking you yelled at the thing on the ship.

"HEY YOU FUCKING CRAZY... WHATEVER YOU ARE! YOU ARR RUINING MY HOUSE! GET AWAY" You yelled. It was after you did it that you realized how stupid you sounded and how wrong the move was. The ship turned towards you and for a second everything around you stopped. It was like you didn't have legs anymore, it was like you couldn't breathe anymore. The ship made a loud noise and you saw it, you saw the beam coming towards you, you wanted to run.. but you froze.

Just as it was about to hit you a women pushed you harshly towards the ground with her on top of you. You grunted and tried to get a good look at her. It was like you were watching a space invasion movie. The women who saved your life held her fist high facing towards the alien and hit him with a beam. The alien with the ship fell on your house, completely wrecking it.

"THAT WAS MY HOUSE!" You yelled at her. She looked at you with wide eyes and said "Yeah your welcome. I just fucking saved your life." Shit. You should really think before you speak..

"I'm sorry..I just.. " you looked around you. There was nothing left, everything was blown to pieces. You looked at her with tears now streaming down your face.

"I'm sorry, that was so rude of me.. Thank you. Thank you for saving my life though I was just gonna end it 10 minutes earlier." You laughed and looked at the note that was still in your hand. The suicide note.

"We don't have much time. We have to move." She said and caught your hand.

*WHOOSH*

A portal opened in front of you and she motioned you to go in. You looked at her with wide eyes and stopped yourself from stepping in. You had so many questions. What was happening? Who was she? Where were you going? Is this a good idea?

"Are you crazy lady? Do you want to die?"

Hell yes you do.

"No.." you said and stepped in. You started screaming as you fell in, you kept going down and down with full speed, it was like the scene in            Spy kids 2. When Carmen and Juni fell in the volcano. You clutched the note that was still in your hand and got ready for the impact to come any time.

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You opened your eyes and found yourself in someone's bedroom. Your clothes were changed, you had bandaids on your scratches from earlier and you were alone. You sat up straight and started calling out for someone.

"Oh god shut it lady!" A man emerged from the balcony of the room. A man with Raven hair, a sharp jawline, beautiful face and lean muscles and beautiful leather clothes with a dark green cloak. He was like a devil, a beautiful devil who looked like could kill you.

Your note. You looked it hour hands. It was gone. You started Searching for it frantically everywhere.

"I said STOP!" The man yelled and made you flinch. You stopped looking and turned your gaze to him. He started walking towards you and you started going back. You stopped when you felt a cold wall behind you. He was so close. You could see him more clearly now. His eyes were green, his evil smirk was making you weak in the knees.

"What are you looking for, you pathetic mortal?" He said. His voice more deeper than before.

You couldn't find your voice.

"Is it this?" He said holding up your note which was scrunched badly and had dirt all over it.

You nodded frantically and tried to take it back, but he had other plans.

"NO!" He said and pressed you to the wall.

"You were going to take your life? For some mortal man? Is he that good? Is he that deserving? Why is he so special that a beautiful mortal like you, would be ready to die for him?"

Your head started to hurt. It was wrong. You knew it was wrong. It was just a break up. He was a jerk. You knew it all along but you never did anything.

"Speak mortal." He said.

"I'm sorry.. I'm so dumb..I" you found your voice finally and let the tears fall. You sat down with the wall pressed behind your back and fried your heart out.

The expressions on the man's face changed, he stepped back and let you cry. You didn't fight back the tears this time. You let it all out. You told him everything. Everything that happened with you. He kneeled down in front of you and kept a hand on your shoulder making you flinch.

"It's just me." He said more softer than before.

"I'm Loki." He finally gave you his name.

"I'm Y/N." You said and gave him a small smile which he returned.

Oh that smile..

"I understand what you are going through Y/N. But know this. No man is worth your life. No man has the power to control you. You are the one who makes decisions for yourself. You can make your life better. Only you and you have the power. Suicide is never an option. Suicide is never an answer. Suicide is you running away from your responsibilities, challenges, life. My mother taught me that one should never, ever run away from life. We should always face the fear, face the challenges, face the difficulties. There are so many beautiful thing that life still holds for you. Don't let them go to waste. Don't ever think that ending your life will give you peace. Because it will never." He spoke to you oh so softly.

You nodded and stood up. Taking the note from his hand and tearing it to pieces.

"Thank you Mr. Loki" you said and wiped your face.

"It's just Loki for you." Loki said with a grin. The grin that you could watch all day.

"Wanna tell me what's going on here?" You said with your normal voice and more calmed down than before.

"Yeah there is an alien invasion and almost everything is destroyed but don't worry we are taking care of it." Loki smirked.

"WHAT THE FUCK?" You exclaimed

Loki started laughing at your reaction and asked you to follow him.

This is going to be interesting.

You followed him out of the room in the hallway.

"I'm gonna take care of you Y/N. I promise."

Thank you mysterious lady.. and Loki.

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