10 things to do.

Number 10 ★

But our favorite thing to do was kissing.

We did that a lot.

Not from the beginning on, of course, but once we started to fall in love, there was no way to stop it.

Your job was to keep me busy after eating and you were really good at your job, but I wanted you to be with me all the time.
Not only after eating; not only through the time I was hospitalized.

I can't remember the time I finally confessed my love for you to myself, but I am so glad I did.

I am so thankful, that you stayed with me; that you helped me out of my sickness; that you loved me.

Today I can finally sit with your wonderful, lovely friends and go thrift shopping with them.

You were right. These eight people are the most caring and loving humans I've ever met - besides you, of course.

They accepted me from the beginning, as if I were you.

I really wish I could tell you stories of our adventures, like you did.

I am just glad, that I told you, how much I love you so many times and I am so grateful for all the times we kissed.

I really miss your hugs and your warm touches.
I really miss the sound of your voice and the way you comforted me.

Chris, Chan, whatever you prefer, I loved you and I always will.
You are part of my heart, my soul, my healing process.
I hope you are okay now and I am so thankful, that I was part of your beautiful life.
I am so glad, you introduced me to your wonderful friends, who I am now able to call my best friends.
They all say, that they miss their brother. I guess, they'll never be able to fully get over your death.
I am sure you're watching us from above, right?
I wish we could have got more time after my dismissal out if the hospital.

But they can't cure cancer, can they?

My Grandma always told me the greatest love stories are the saddest.
She was right, was she?

Thank you for the greatest love story I've ever seen. I love you.