change : choi san

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"don't you want to change?" san asked and yun shook her head "i'll buy the picnic box, and snacks you want" yun said and san put his arm around her shoulder.

"do you have a car?" yun asked and san hummed "good, because i don't. my mother won't let me take it to school" yun sighed and san chuckled.

"well my car isn't all fancy" san said and yun pouted "i don't care, that's even better. i don't want everyone to think of me as a spoiled brat" yun said and san slowly nodded leading her to his car.

they got to his car and it wasn't a cheap or expensive car yun got in almost hitting her head. "are you okay?" san asked as they got in "yeah sorry" yun giggled and san smiled at her clumsiness.

"let's go to walmart" yun said and he nodded "i barely ever go to walmart. my mom never lets me go shopping at grocery stores" yun said "i wouldn't say it's a grocery store, it's half but there is clothes and other supplies to buy there, for cheap too" san said and yun hummed.

"can we play music?" yun said turning up the music anyways and soft music started to play and san shut off the music quickly. his face was so red.

"ay, don't hide your music from me. i don't care. i like it, it's calming" yun said turning it on again and san hummed "now i know more about you" yun smiled and san chuckled.

"i bet you know more than you think" san said and yun pouted "sorry but i don't" yun said and san sighed continuing to drive.

they reached walmart and yun stayed close to san, "could you show me where everything is?" yun asked and san nodded grabbing her hand. yun blushed looking at their hands "don't let go" san said and yun nodded slowly and san started walking towards all the spots they needed to go.

after yun picked some fruits, veggies a salad pack and some meats for san. she also grabbed blankets and pillows and a small lamp.

after everything was bought (it cost $73) yun and san went back to his car. "where do you want to go?" san asked "any park is fine, preferably somewhere not crowded" yun said and san nodded starting his car.

san did what she did and took them to a park that was basically empty , except for some grandmas and grandpas, or some kids with their mothers.

san carried out the blankets and pillows while yun carried out the food with the lamp. "let's lay here" yun said pointing to a spot, it was pretty hidden.

"if you want" san said placing the blankets down and putting the pillows down as well. yun took off her shoes before walking on the blankets placing down the food "we didn't buy drinks!" yun whined and san chuckled running to his car quickly.

luckily san already had a pack of water in his car, he got thirsty sometimes. "a-ah!" yun smiled and san placed it down taking off his shoes as well "do you just have water in the back on your car?" yun giggled and san nodded "i get thirsty" san chuckled and yun hummed.

"should we eat or later? ah i didn't plan to do anything before the sunset" yun pouted and san cupped her face. "let's just lay down then?" san smiled pecking her lips and yun nodded letting herself get wrapped in san's warm arms.

san put the blanket over them and they both looked at the sky, "why were you crying earlier yun?" san asked and yun looked at san who still looked at the sky.

"oh, um, well i was talking to this guy, wooyoung was his name. i think. anyways he said he went to my high school, and honestly i was a terrible person in high school and i only realized when something tragic happened. i didn't want to be a cruel person, i-i" yun started to cry.

"you what yun?" san said sounded a bit aggressive, "i was getting bullied also, okay. i was getting blackmailed into doing things. i was scared okay. i was scared no one was gonna like me" yun cried hiding her face in san chest.

"you were scared, why?" san asked, he wanted to yell at her. he couldn't though. "i-in eight grade i was very fat, and no one liked me. i was known as the fat girl and then i started to work out in the summer and learn make up. somin started to hang out with me and she told me if i didn't do as she said she'll post pictures of eight grade me" yun tighten her fist sitting up.

"everyone was a bit ugly when they were younger yun" san said and yun stood up. "i think i need some air" yun said and san grabbed her hand pulling her on him.

"that's why you don't eat, you're scared to be that fat girl again?" san asked and yun nodded her head. "well, that's not healthy, you should eat and exercise, gain healthy fat" san said and yun ignored him.

"c-could we have sex?" yun asked turning around and san eyed her "hey you were just crying" san cupped her face and yun shrugged. "i want to feel better, and i know you can help me" yun said leaning in and kissing san's lips.