I start walking down the stairs smiling and into the kitchen, "Hey!" I yell and hug my sister from behind. She nudged me back. "What in the fucking hell was that for!?" I yell rubbing my forearm.
"Don't fucking touch me." She said to me so blandly without even looking up.
"WHAT THE FUCK SHIRLEY!?" I yell at her with tears in my eyes. She finished fixing plates and turned off the stove then she turned around to face me.
"You... you... it's always you..." She said looking up from the ground, her brown hair formed a curtain around her face, she looked up at me with those emerald green eyes, they began piercing a hole through my soul. I looked down, and tears tugged down my face.
"What do you mean its always me!?" I ask her scream-crying.
"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO GETS ALL THE GOOD THINGS!! ALL THE ATTENTION! EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS TO YOU IS GOOD!!!" She yelled at me with the tears rolling down her face. I looked up at her and plainly said,
"Yea, well, imagine what it's like to be ignored, what it's like to be the fucking outcast," I began to raise my voice, "IMAGINE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE THE GODDAMN LOSER!! IMAGINE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO THINK ABOUT SUICIDE!! BUT NO!! NONE OF THAT HAPPENS TO YOU!! DOES IT!? NO, IT DOESN'T CAUSE WHO ARE YOU!? THE PERFECT FUCKING CHILD!" I yell at her at stomp my way through our front door leaving her behind in shock. I ran my way up our 1/2-mile driveway to wait for the bus, I plugged my earbuds in and started listening to "Spring Day" By BTS. Tears took their place in my eyes. "I LOVE YOU NAM-JOON!! WHY CAN'T YOU BE HERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED SOMEONE!?" I yell into the sky, I then felt a hand on my shoulder, I flinched and jumped up to see my sister there.
"Look, I'm sorry, I was just a bit upset." She sighed and hugged me. I hugged her back.
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It was an accident!! A Kim Nam-Joon X reader
Fanfiction(Y/N'S) POV Y/N = Your name, Y/L = Your location/ state, Bf/N = Bffs name. These are all I am using, as of now. It was an accident! I screamed to my sister. She was jealous, I could understand why she also likes Kim Nam-Joon. But I reassured her t...
