Sweet [HYUNLIX]✔

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     "So..." It was in the midnight, meaning that everyone had fell asleeps. Now, it was two of them stood there in the kitchen while holding glasses to what it seems like an apple juice.

     The blonde moved closer to his boyfriend, leaning against the kitchen counter as he put down the glasses. "So..you not gonna tell me what you want to tell me?" His voice was quiet, as if he don't want to triggered Hyunjin with his voice.

     "Huh.." Hyunjin sighed, his eyes moved toward everything except Felix, and shifted his position every now and then. "Hm?" Felix knows he sound desperate, but he can't help but to feel curious.

      Hyunjin's message last night made him can't sleeps after that, and today, or should he say--in the midnight- having a sleeps over--He wants to know what is wrong with Hyunjin. And deep down in his heart, he hoped that everything will flow good on their relationship. After what have happened with Aaron and Erica, he wished for all of those to never happen again.

     "If I tell my mother that I dated you, what is her reaction?" Hyunjin carefully arranged his words, and this time he make an eye contact with Felix. "Um...she's happy?" Felix's right eyebrow lifted, and he curiously tilted his head to the side while his elbow rested on the kitchen counter.

     "Well, not for homophobic person like her."

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     "Whoa, whoa. So you're saying that your mom is anti-homo people? Are you serious?" The face like squirrel male widened his eyes, his mouth was slightly agape and Changbin that beside him shakes his head.

     "Then what about your dad?" This time the voice was more high-pitched, and none other that Seungmin asking Hyunjin while his mouth full of popcorn.

     Hyunjin sighed, getting himself drown more in the pile of pillow on the sofa. He crossed his arms, shutting his mouth and muted the silence. Felix that watched him sighed too, raising his hands to caresses Hyunjin's hair slowly.

     "Hyunjin is actually...afraid that his mom will go mad at him," Felix spoke, eyes glancing at each one of his friends in this living room. "And he don't know how to say to his mother about his sexuality.." The blonde sighed, eyeing Hyunjin for a brief seconds and he peck a kiss on Hyunjin's forehead as his way of affection.

     "But he knows his dad are okay with this.." Felix exclaims, and he look up to see his friends reaction. "So, the main problem is his mother?" Felix nodded, still caressing Hyunjin's hair.

     "Look, I know it's hard for you but I think you should tell her the truth." And with that Hyunjin jolted up, frowning as a sign that he didn't like the idea. "And then what? Getting a slap on my face or even worse she will ignore me like I'm not her son!? Do you want me to suffer!?" He shouted, eyes slightly shaking.

     "Calm down, okay! Listen, every parents want their child to be happy, and even if one of their son is gay, but being gay is what he is, then they can't do nothing about it but supporting the son like it was nothing matter!"

     Changbin exclaims, rolling his eyes in annoyance as he plopped down back on the sofa beside Jisung. "I'm telling you this because I've experienced this before, and now you have to fucking listening to me, alright?!" The short male yelled, crossing his arms.

     "Yeah, what Changbin said is true. Child's happiness is what their parents should aware of. Even if being homo, they should support them." This time Seungmin, after a long time silent spoke in agreement.

     Hyunjin looked at each one of his friends for a seconds and then to his boyfriend, his eyebrow was knitted together as if he was confused.

     "...Should I tell her?"

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     "Hey, honey! How was the trip?" The old man kissed his wife on the forehead, smiling like an idiot after a long time separate from his wife. "It's good! I've never feel so happy when go home, especially when I know you have so many story of Hyunjin to tell me." An old women, but strangely looking young, smiled softly.

     "Come in, Hyunjin is in the upstairs." Mr. Hwang gestured his wife to enter the house, helping the woman to carry her clothes bag.

     A week had passed, and today is monday, meaning that Hyunjin is likely start his homeschooled schedule a bit late than usual. He stood there watching himself on the mirror, checking his hair and clothes. His both hands was sweaty, and he didn't know why he would be all sweat even though there was an air-conditioner in his room.

     "Okay..let's do this." He encourage himself, taking a deep breath before he walked out from his room. He stared at his mother's room, and there was a voice telling him not to go there, but his action after that was opposite from his mind.

     "Mother?" He pecked his head from the door, suddenly being aware of everything around him. "Oh, Jinnie. What's wrong?" So weird, to be honest, getting to greet by his mom like that, with a smile on her lips. If he could tell, his mom would rarely making an eye contact with him.

     But that was not his attention. "..Can I tell you something?" He stand before his mom, like a child he is. "Yeah, what is it?" Ms. Hwang asked, moving herself to give her son full attention.

     'This is it.' "....I-I'm..gay.."

     As soon as the words escaped from his mouth, he planned to shut his eyes, but strangely his eyes can't shut and he stood there, watching his mom reaction.

     As if he done something really, really, bad, he looked to see his mom's face darkened, and suddenly he could feel the tension between the air, the aura in the room has changes so quick making Hyunjin shivered at that.

     "....This day you proved to me that you are no longer my son."

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