Forgive me?

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Priscilla POV:
(Warning: this is kinda a dirty chapter so
skip if you want)

Carlos: "Priscilla?"

Priscilla: "Y-yeah."
I was scared to make any moves because his hand
was still on my leg.

Carlos: "I'm sorry about the hickey.."
Priscilla: "It's all good. To be honest.... it felt nice."
Why did I say that?

Carlos: "Glad to hear."

Carlos: "Priscilla, I never meant to hurt you. I never
meant for all this pain to happen. And they're
aren't enough words to say how much I'm sorry. I
should have never cheated. And when I confessed
that I love you.. I meant every word I said"

Priscilla: "Carlos.. I just need to time to think and
breathe. I have so much going on right now. And I-
He lightly squeezes my leg.

Carlos: "It's okay. I understand..
I nod and take a deep breath. Why am I still here? I
should just walk out the door right now. But I
kinda want to stay. I feel comfortable.

Priscilla: "Carlos?"

Carlos:"Yeah?"

Priscilla: "What are you going to do with me?"
I say as calm as possible even though I'm dying
with fear on the inside."

Carlos: "Well, I can't tell you exactly. But
something sexual."
My eyes widened.

Priscilla: "I-I d-don't want to 1-lose my v-virginity
yet."
I looked at my leg that Carlos had is hand on. I
looked at him but he was already looking at him.
Our eyes were locked. His eyes were full of lust. I
looked away and look back at the TV.

Priscilla: "Just do it now. Just kill me already. We
are sitting here and you have the perfect chance to
do whatever you are planning on doing. I mean
that's why you brought me here.
I sigh. As I closed my eyes, a tear ran down my
cheek. I felt a hand on the cheek wiping the tear. I
sniff.

Priscilla: "I'm sorry.

Carlos: "My body may be full of lust for you, but
I'm not going to hurt you."
I take a deep breath. He started rub my leg again
and I flinched.

Carlos: "It's okay, calm down."
I nod. This is actually kinda of soothing. I take my
hands run then through my hair."

Priscilla: "Where is my phone?"

Carlos: "Right here.
He picks up my phone from the dresser next to him
and shows me it.

Priscilla: "Oh.. can I have it?"

Carlos: "No, it's just you and me right now."

Priscilla: "Oh.. okay."
Then I felt lips on my cheek.

Carlos: "Everything will be fine. I promise.
He says as he rubs my leg. I nod.








A few minutes later. He starts to rub my inner
thigh. I look at him and bite my lip trying not to
scream for help.

Priscilla: "Carlos.. this isn't right."

Carlos: "I'm sorry Priscilla. Ijust want you to be all
mine. I'm scared your going to find some else and
forgot all about me. I'm in love with you but you
don't feel the same.

Priscilla: "Carlos, there way other people out there
that are way better than me. My life is completely
messed up. You wouldn't want to be with me
anymore. You won't be stuck up in all of my
problems. You're an amazing guy, and I do love you
and I care about you but I'm just not ready. Okay?"
I wiped the tear coming down his cheek with the
pad of my thumb."

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