Half Heaven, Half Hell

I n t r o d u c t i o n

"I withdraw from people and places from time to time, I need space from a world that is filled with millions of mouths that talk too much but never have anything to say." - Kaitlin Foster

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"Did you just roll your eyes at me princess?" He asked leaning down to my level and inching closer and closer to my face. His eyes swirled with clots of green and sparks of gold as he stared down at my lips.

"Stop calling me that!" I pushed back.

He grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head. I breathed in quickly, holding my breath. His stupid strawberry scent filled my nose and swarming around my head making me dizzy. I nearly suffocate in it.

"I'll call you what I want." He warned.

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W e l c o m e

Hello. So I've been writing this book for what feels like years and I think now is finally the time to actually post it and let at least someone other than myself read it. I've been writing since I can remember but the thought of people actually reading what I have to say fills me with dread.

But this book, this story, needs to be seen by someone other than me. This book is extremely personal to me because it's based on true events that took place in my life. And in order for me to move on from my past I need to write it out. I wrote this when I was younger so my grammar isn't great but I'm trying my best to edit a lot of it. Also I'm going to try and upload chapters as often as possible but I do have exams coming up and school comes first for me.

Some of the chapters are shorter and longer than others but I always end them at a point at which feels natural to me.

If you are triggered by suicide or abuse this may not be the book for you and if you have been affected by any of the topics within this book please speak out. Do not suffer in silence, things will get better once you open yourself up to help.

Hope you enjoy.

(I'm nervous as shit)

Characters

Alexa (Alex) McCartney

Noah Anderson

Charlie Rose

Elliot Piers

Leah Bask

Flynn Jackson

Connor Page