yeet im driving back from la right now but here's my outfit

so a lot has happened in the past weekish
im back with jacob (my ex), i had like 4 breakdowns at school, my uncle died, and a couple other things i can't remember atm. im honestly doing good right now though, i really think jacob has changed, and i know my uncle was in pain so it's easier to process.
here's some wannabe aesthetic pics of trees i took while driving
ive gained 8 pounds on this trip and it sucks ass, i should lose it over spring break though. i had a really bad panic attack last night and i went little talking to my best friend for the first time, she didn't get it and was a little mean but it's ok she didn't know.im so bored, i wish jacob would text back. i think he's just busy though, i really think things might work this time, but i also know im being naive. i dunno but im hopeful
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