Daddy❤💦😈
Me: Trynna have some fun tonight?😈
Daddy❤💦😈: Wydm by "fun"🤔??
Me: You know what I mean😏. I'm just trynna forget my name tonight and get littt.🤟🏾
Daddy❤💦😈: Kayla stop playing with me it's only a Monday🙄😂
Daddy❤💦😈: Uk damn well u finna get in trouble if u every try to sneak out, especially on a school night😂 girlll byeee.
Me: Idgaf I'm mad asf right now. I just wanna have some fun n forget about my problems😒.
Well I know you guys don't really know this but things at home aren't really the best. My mom is always working or going out. I mean heyy I know it's good that she's getting money, but I feel like she be forgetting to show me love. I feel so neglected and unwanted. Yah know. We always argue because she simply doesn't understand me and always thinks that I'm being disrespectful, which isn't fully true. I only get disrespectful when I'm disrespected or lose my composure. She never shows me the love and affection I desire to have. It's always to Kenya. She always plays around with her and shows her love. I'm not jealous it just hurts when you're basically all by yourself and when your house doesn't feel like a home; you know. She even hits me from time to time. Not just your basic spanking she be punching me and all, even made my nose bleed a couple times. It just gets me so angry because I can't fight back, but one day...just one day I might snap. Kenya can be sweet at times and very caring, but she can be very conniving and mischievous. Honestly now that I think about it, her "sweetness" is usually a facade for everyone else to fall for, and to make me look bad if I spaz on her. She's a trouble maker and an instigator and is great at it. So I always get into a lot of trouble because of her. I have trust issues and anger issues plus some anxiety and depression; horrible mix yeah I know. Anywho my Dad's not in the picture for specific reasons but I don't want to get into that right now.
*BANGGG* my door flies open
"KAYLAA I HAVE BEEN CALLING YOU FOR THE PAST 5 MINUTES! GET YOUR BUTT DOWNSTAIRS NOWW!"
I looked into my moms eyes and I can tell she is furious; guess I zoned out.
"You don't need to yell, I just zoned out my bad." I said while rolling my eyes like it wasn't even that necessary.
"Oh really, the only time you listen is when I yell. You think I like yelling at you? Huh?"
"I guess you do since you always doing it."
"Okay since you guess that I like yelling, I guess I can take your phone away. How bout that?"
Ughh, she's always so petty. Like it wasn't even that deep. She asked me a question and I told her the truth.
"Mom what? I didn't even do anything." *sigh*
"Yes you did. You want to be a smartass then give me that phone."
"I wasn't even being smart I was just answering your question."
"Well I didn't like the answer. Just how you don't like me taking your phone away." She said with a petty smirk on her face.
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Sweet Venom
Romance" Let me come with you. Look I'm sorry okay pumpkin it won't happen again I promise." He said. Promises are meant to be broken right? Should've just left right then and there...🥀
