Vanya blinked up at the ceiling.
She rolled over and looked around the room. The blinked again.
Vanya screamed.
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After she'd registered that she was back in her room from seventeen years ago, she tried to figure out how she got there again.
The last thing Vanya remembered was going to the concert. Playing with all of her heart and seeing Allison there. Smiling at her from the crowd. The building pressure sitting at the back of her head. Vanya pitched forward and clutched her head.
They were here! They were here to ruin everything for her! She'd made something her own for once and they were here to ruin it for her again!
Armored men shooting at her family- No please don't hurt them!- The lady from before was here too- Go away!
They deserve it! Why can't you accept that? They've done nothing to help or protect you! Only tried to ruin everything of yours!
Vanya twirled her bow and played harder- Five is here! Save them!- Vanya turned her uncaring eyes away.
You shouldn't be happy! He's just like them! He left you to the others, so focused on himself to bother thinking about what he was doing, abandoning you!
They were running at her now- Where is Allison? Is she hurt? NOnonOnoNOT because of her!- Vanya lifted the bow and slashed it out. Her brothers flew back until they were caught by a stream of light leading back to her chest.
It's what they deserve, Vanya. They made you into this, it's better this way. Gods don't need weaklings.
Allison was behind her, she resisted the intense urge to turn around- I'll never hurt Allison again!-
The Crescendo ripped itself from her body.
Then numbness.
Vanya saw the moon shatter.
She heard her siblings trying to find a way out of this.
She felt Luther pick her up.
Then-
Then she was back in her room from seventeen years ago. She was once again a thirteen year old. And she'd caused the Apocalypse twice.
Vanya collapsed onto her bed and cried herself to sleep.
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"Sweetie, are you alright? You didn't come down for dinner?" Mom open the door.
Vanya didn't turn her gaze away from the ceiling. She didn't want to taint Mom. Mom may have been programmed, but she was the only one to provide constant affection and care. Mom didn't deserve to have a daughter that fucked up so horribly.
Who wants a daughter that destroyed the world twice?
"Sweetie? You have to eat, are you not feeling well?" Mom sat on her bed and brushed her bangs away from her face. Vanya did her best not to flinch away from her hand. Mom gauged her temperature.
"It seems you're fine? Please tell me what's wrong, Vanya. You can tell me." Vanya shifted her focus to mom. Vanya opened her mouth, ready to tell her what was wrong. Her mouth snapped shut and Vanya blinked in surprise.
Vanya couldn't tell mom, she would just tell father. She shook her head and turned back to the ceiling.
"That's okay sweetie, tell me when you're ready. Get up, let's go fix you some of your favorite food." Mom nudged her into a sitting position, grabbing her hand. Mom dragged her down to the kitchen and sat her at the table.
