CHAPTER 1

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A body.

A body of a person 

everyone loved and cared for.

An innocent boy.

A very much loved son.

A very much loved friend.

And a very much loved boyfriend.

his soft, thin brown hair.

his heart smile that he

would show everyone.

but most importantly me.

He was the reason i wanted to 

wake up everymorning and go places.

He was the reason i lived everyday

He was the reason......

I had more friends

The reason i knew what 

'Love at first sight' was.

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"Babe~" he called me

"Yes my love" i said back

"Come and listen to this~pleaseee" 

he begged me

"Ok ok im coming" i said as

 i walked to him

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Tears falling from my face as i 

sang the song he wrote for me to myself as i 

stare at his lifeless body and pale face.

My mom whispering to me repeating the words i 

heard from everyone 'It's ok'.

When it was time to say goodbye to his body i 

sang our song we always would sing in the car 

on the way to school.

"I met you in the dark you lit me up"

"You made me feel as tho i was enough"

"We danced the night away, we drink to much"

"I held your hair back when you was thrownin up"

"Then you smiled over your shoulder for a 

minute i was stone cold sober , I pulled you 

closer to my chest"

"And you asked me to stay over, I said i 

already told ya i think that you should get some 

rest"

"I knew i loved you then but you never known 

cuz i played it cool when i was scared of letting go"

"I knew i needed you but i never showed but i 

want to stay with you till we're gray and old"

"Just say yo- you won't let go~~ just say you

won't let go~~"

"I-i'll wake you up with some breakfast in bed....."

"I"ll bring you coffee with.......a.......kiss 

on.....your head"

I tried to finish whisper singing but i couldn't.

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