hey y'all. so this chapter isn't really a yoonmin one shot but its about a relationship I had with a girl about a year ago. this girl stans bts and its kinda funny but she was yoongi biased and i was jimin biased so we were like yoonmin you could say. she also reads my books and we are pretty good friends. but why would i write about her when she can see it? well i feel like i didnt say the things i wanted to say before the relationship ended. she was a sweet girl and would do anything to care for me. we never actually met physically because she lives in a different state, its a long story but we met through our friend group. we were friends before she confessed her feelings for me one night, May 16, 2018 to be exact. we hit it off and our relationship was going well in the beginning and in my opinion I couldn't be happier. after our two month mark is when we stared to fall. it hurt for both of us and we knew by the time it was three months we have both been through too much pain and stress over the long distance relationship. it all ended and the pain lasted what felt like forever. the pain is still there on my darkest days but i think positive. this person knows who she is so on a personal note: ****** I will always love you deep down. late at night i'll think about you sometimes and what we could of had. what we did had was only a step in making my life better. i wish we could have solved our problems and talked with each other more. i really do love you, even though we are not together, that feeling for you will always be there. i want to move on but sometimes i cant, i know its been almost a year since you asked me out and i should be over it, but its hard when i know i wont ever get over you. im not asking for anything but i needed to write because i was holding in too much. one more thing, thank you. <3
N E WAYS, ill post another yoonmin one shot here soon. sorry if you had to read this. Bye!
