I passed the razor blade
through my hip
causing it to bleed and sting
but I didn't care
after all,I deserve the pain
Every time that I want to binge
I just generate pain in me
just to distract my mind
just to escape of my shithole
and just to stop feeling this void inside me
My mind will start to scream
'You need to binge,you deserve it'
But I will just pass the razor blade
to create scars
that I deserve
I cut
just to escape for a little bit
just to distract my mind
I look at the blood
running through my hips
I feel numb
the physical pain numbs the mental pain
and if you ask me
it's quite worthy.
YOU ARE READING
Shitty poetry.
PoetryJust me,trying to express my feelings and thoughts through "poetry". Trigger warning for: Self harm,self abuse and shitty things in general.
