Fears

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I'm scared of the darkness
because there
I will be all alone
with my thoughts
and fears.

I'm scared of gaining weight
because that will make me
less perfect
than I am now.

I'm scared of being alone
because then my thoughts
will not be my own
they will be just
some kind of ghost,
trying to kill me.

I'm scared of being a failure
to everyone
because then,
why would I keep on living
if I have failed even me?

I'm scared of thinking
because I feel guilty,
I'm ill and I'm wrong.

I'm scared of talking
because no one will
take me seriously.

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