I'm scared of the darkness
because there
I will be all alone
with my thoughts
and fears.I'm scared of gaining weight
because that will make me
less perfect
than I am now.I'm scared of being alone
because then my thoughts
will not be my own
they will be just
some kind of ghost,
trying to kill me.I'm scared of being a failure
to everyone
because then,
why would I keep on living
if I have failed even me?I'm scared of thinking
because I feel guilty,
I'm ill and I'm wrong.I'm scared of talking
because no one will
take me seriously.
YOU ARE READING
Shitty poetry.
PoetryJust me,trying to express my feelings and thoughts through "poetry". Trigger warning for: Self harm,self abuse and shitty things in general.