"I don't get you sometimes," Ashley said after I walked out of the bathroom.
"Sometimes I worry that you will catch a disease," I said back to him before walking back to the front of the bus.
"Why would you dye your hair teal when your name is Teal?" Ashley asked from behind me.
"Because I am my own person and I do what I want." I answered before walking off the bus and going to the merch tent. I was the official BVB merch and Ash's personal eye candy. I could not exactly tell him no, that he could not look at me, because if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have this job to begin with. And even though I was used to people looking at me, because I used to be a model, that did not mean I wanted Ash looking at me constantly.
"Teal," Ash whined from behind me.
"Ash," I mocked at him.
"You are wearing a lot of clothes and I don't like it," he whined while putting his hands on my hips and pulling backward into his chest. I turned in his arms to be face-to-face with him. He looked down at me and pouted his lips.
"Aww sucks for you," I mused. Ash did not take that too well and growled.
"Ash, did you just growl at me?" I asked with a laugh.
"Maybe. Now please go put a tank top on. It is hot. How are you not melting?" Ash seriously, though you could tell he was trying to hide a laugh.
"Ashley, how many times do we have to tell you can't rape Teal?" A voice said from behind me. I jumped closer to Ashley and pressed my face into his chest.
"CC, how many times do I have to tell you that Teal loves me, so therefore it isn't rape?"
"Ashley, how many times do I have to tell you that Teal doesn't love you?"
"Ashley, CC, how many times do I have to ask you not to talk about me like I'm not here?"
"Sorry Teal," CC said first. I looked up at Ash waiting to hear his apology.
"I'm sorry Teal. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me," he said as he poked my chest right where my heart would be. I laughed at his child like behavior and shook my head.
"I do not know Ash. My heart is really upset with you," I joked with him.
"Can I kiss it better?" he asked with a pout. I simply shook my head and turned back around. I heard him sigh before walking away. I turned to see where he went just to find CC behind me.
"What is the point of playing around with him then rejecting him?" CC asked. I shrugged and acted like I didn't know what he was talking about.
"Why do you do that?"
"Do what?"
"You shut everyone out when they want something from you."
"No I don't."
"Yes you do. And any second now you're going to turn around and ignore me."
"Whatever CC" I said before turning back around to sell merch to the awaiting fans.
"See you turned around and now you're not going to talk to me."
"Leave me alone CC."
"No, not until you turn around and tell me wht the fuck your problem is."
"My problem is you." I screamed at him before walking onto the bus. CC bothered me. He was always pestering Ashley and I. It got under my skin. Most people thought CC was this crazy, over hyper, man child that fun to be around. But he was quite the opposite. He was serious, maybe a bit hyper, and a more of a man than most people. He irrated me and I didn't like it.
I locked myself in the bathroom and I had no intensions of coming out. I never did. If it wasn't for Ashley was picking the lock, I probably would have died in here the first week of tour. CC knew how to get under my skin from day one and he did it every chance he got. Ashely usually yelled at him when he was around. But this time he wasn't around.
I sighed and pulled out my phone. I debated on who to call. Before finally pressing call. It rang three times before he answered.
"Biersack." he answered.
"Is that how you always answer the phone?"
"No, just when you call TJ." he answered using the nickname he gave at the begining of tour.
"Well now I feel special. Thanks Batman."
"Anytime TJ. Now what did you need?"
"CC pissed me off and I locked myself in the bathroom.'
"Do you want me to tell Ash?"
"No..."
"Well do you want Jake or Jinxx or myself?"
"Could you maybe come?"
"Yeah, but are you going to shut me out or actually talk to me?"
"I'll try to talk to you." I whispered.
"Try? Teal, I'm kind of busy and for me too walk back to the bus just for you to not talk to me is a waste of my time."
"Just nevermind Andy. I'm okay now." I told him before hanging up. Truth is, I wasn't okay. CC pissed me off and I was upset. I couldn't open up to anyone about my feelings. It hurt inside that I had to be closed off. But it was for the best. My problems would just bring the boys down.
