Fear of love (Hollyoaks)

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Charlee sat in her room and sighed. She placed her hand on her stomach and sighed as she felt the tears roll down her face as she thought of the baby that she had lost, it how she had her heartbroken and she hated it. She hated what had happened. She felt broken, she lost her baby and her relationship all in one day and her heart was broken and it felt as if nothing felt the same or if it was never going to be the same again. Charlee stood up and sighed as she ran a hand through her hair. She wanted to get past what had happened and she knew she needed to go home. She wanted to be with her mum and her siblings and her older sister Esmè, Charlee knew her sister would be there especially when it came to loosing a baby. But unlike Charlee Esmè wasn't as far gone and didn't need to give birth to a still born baby like Charlee had. Charlee knew that her heart was broken when it happened.

Charlee sighed as she walked into her mums house and smiled as she saw sandy as she stood with suitcases "where are you going" she asked as sandy looked to her and smiled "I'm going away for a bit" she said as Charlee looked to her and frowned "why? I mean I thought that you would be there for me, I need my mum right now" Charlee said with tears in her eyes as sandy looked to her and smiled as she placed a hand on her cheek "I'm still there for you, besides Esmè is here for you and it will be okay" sandy said as Charlee sighed as sandy hugged her and smiled "I know What happened but it's okay your strong" sandy said as she walked off.

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Charlee sat in her bedroom and smiled as Esmè walked in. She looked to her little sister and sat on the bed next to her and wrapped an arm around her "I missed you" she said as Charlee smiled "I kissed you too" "I'm going to cheer you up, your going to come out with me and we're going to get over the cheating piece of scum and maybe find you a new man" Esmè said as Charlee looked to her and smiled "I don't want a relationship, not ever not after what happened" Charlee said as Esmè looked to her and smiled "I know your hurt but you can't swear off of guys forever, come on let's get ready" Esmè said as Charlee looked to her and nodded.

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Later that day, Charlee stood in The bar with esme as tragedy sat sipping a drink. She felt an arm wrapped her face and smiled "you must be new, I'm Sami" he said "Charlee" Charlee said as Sami looked to her and smiled "nice to meet you, can I buy you a drink" he asked "she'll have one won't you Charlee" Esmè said as Charlee smiled "sure" Charlee said not knowing how close she and Sami were about to get over the next few months.

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A/n; Esme Roscoe and any kiddies she has belongs to _X_Sammii_X_