REAL LOVE FAKE LOVE

I DON'T KNOW!!!

(Monday in 3rd hour) i sat next to conner instead of ryan/Louis because even though he saved me i was still mad for the other day. Hey are you busy this friday? I said to conner no why? He said because since our date got delayed last Friday IF YOU WANT we can go on our date this friday i said to conner. I would love to conner said also wanna walk to Plymouth together he said to me sure i said with agreement.  (1 hour later the bell rings) conner and i got up to leave when ryan/Louis stopped me jaliyah can i talk to you? Ryan said maybe later i said ok Louis said conner and i walked to Plymouth together wile we where walking i said there are things i gotta tell you but not here i said to conner in intensity! Conner shook his head ok once we got there i went to lunch and he went to class ( i have A lunch and conner has C lunch). Wile i was on my way to lunch i saw Ryan/Louis he looked like he has been waiting for me he came up to me WE NEED TO TALK! Ryan said But i gotta go get lunch i  said I'll buy you some Wendy's or something ok?! Louis said ok i said so what's up i asked with attitude here he handed me a green bracelet with a glowing bright blue orb inside. Im not accepting anything from you! i said  in anger this you have to accept he said in seriousness why?! I said because it will protect you from any harm heres one for conner to  and heres a Hunter kit it includes holy water Stirling silver knives iorn and more you will need this! Louis said why are you doing this for me? I questioned because i over heard you and conner plan to go on a date again and i don't want you or him to get hurt and because...i love you he said oh...thank you i said when i took the stuff and tried to walk away he grabbed my wrist i look back jaliyah...do you....do you still love me?! Louis said i....I DON'T KNOW!!! I said and i  busted into tears ryan/Louis hugged me its ok you don't need to answer that now just know that i didn't kiss saikinah and that i love u louis said he stopped hugging me and left. What is this?! Why do i feel so even more uneasy then i started. I didnt eat lunch and i just went on about my day. When i got home i wrote in my diary about what happened and just cried my self to sleep thinking about weather or not i should be with conner or Ryan/Louis its so stressful and painful to even think about but thats all i COULD THINK ABOUT!