You Me And...Him

Will I Make The Right Choice?

So. its the day after and im getting ready for school and im still thinking about what happened between me and Ross. i mean... what would Ryley say if he found out?. Because i know he has a bad side from what i saw yesterday. is he still picking me up? i dont know. a lot of things are rushing through my head. Im going to call Ryley.

{calls number.}

{phone rings}

''Hello?'' Ryley said with a worried voice ''Hi, are you still talking me to school today?'' i said with a scared tone to my voice. ''Of couse i am, silly. why wouldnt i?.. because of yesterday?. no, thats the past now think about the future and get on with it..'' he said with a happy tone to his voice ''okay, see you soon,'' i said cheerfully. ''Love you'' he said happily. i quickly hung up the phone because i dont know who i love anymore. I'm so confused, what do i do? But first i need to know what to do with my hair because THIS is NOT happening. i think i might curl it.. Yeah. curlers here i come. Okay just finished my hair. now need my makeup. hollister and all of my school stuff..

{car horn blows}

I shouted out the window and said ''Coming down now''

i went down stairs to see that Ryley had bought me some flowers. I felt really bad because of what happened with me and Ross. Should i tell Ryley? or should i just have a long talk with Ross? urmmm long talk with Ross it is. i took the flowers off him and put them in a vase ''Thank you' i said kindly. we both went to his car and as we were walking to the car he said sweetly ''you're looking as beautiful as ever!'' ''Thank you'' i said politely. we got in the car and then we were driving to school and i couldn't help but notice Ryley had a tear sliding down his face. ''Whats wrong?'' i said worriedly. ''Oh, its nothing'' he said trying to put on a tough face. ''NO, somethings wrong and you need to tell me NOW'' i said eagerly. ''FINE!!, you really wanna know whats going on?'' he said bursting out with tears again. ''Yes'' i replied ''you and Ross. thats whats wrong..'' he said slowly but loudly ''Wait i can explain.'' i said with a tear rushing down my face. ''I didnt mean to almost kiss him, i swear. i backed out before we did!'' i said begging his forgiveness. ''wait...WHAT?!?. You almost kissed?'' he said confused and pressing hard on the brakes. ''Wait. what are YOU talking about. i said confused ''im on about. you dont wanna see me or talk to me'' he said as he was wiping away his tears. we arrived at school after not saying anything to Ryley after that argument. i saw Ross and as soon as i was going towards him the bell rings.

''Ross, who do you have and what lesson?'' ''Science and Mr Preston. you? ''same'' i said positively ''walk with me?'' we both said together. ''Sure'' we both said together AGAIN. we're walking to class and there was silence the whole way and then when we got into class and said ''we really need to talk'' he said eagerly ''Trust me i know.'' i said shylessly. ''at break'' he said nevously. i nodded my head and got into my seat and started listening to the teacher for about 5 minutes until i started thinking about Ross and me last night again. i cant stop thinking about it and i dont know why. do i love him or Ryley. half of me wants Ross and half of me wants Ryley. I wish i could focus but i cant. this is make me all fuzzy.. i feel like im going to pass out. i cant breath

{falls to the floor}

everybody in the class gasped. including Ross but Ross came and helped me and took me to the nurses office because i hit my head on the floor. after a while in the nurses office. Ross stayed with me the whole time. i thought that was really sweet of him. I thought that i was falling for him and its only the second day.

{bells ring for break}

''Lets go Ross. somewhere quiet so we can talk'' i said softly. ''Okay'' he said loudly. we walk to the very quiet corridor where nobody goes. ''Okay, now about yesterday.. im sorry, im just really confused'' i said wth a sad face ''Dont be sorry. its my fault and and i shouldn't have leaned in.'' he said looking nervous ''Do you like me?!'' i asked eagerly ''urm...yes. but i know you're with Ryley so i dont want to mess things up between you two.'' he said quickly ''i don't even know whats happening between us at the moment. i kinda thought he was on about us almost kissing but he really meant that we were hanging out a lot'' i said with a grin coming on to my face. ''Okay, im just going to tell you. you dont know how much im trying not to kiss you and just cuddle you right now because i really like you Molly.'' he said confidently i was so shocked because he said all of that. I was speechless but i needed to tell him that i like him too ''Okay. if we're on this subject. i like you too'' i said slowly. We both went quiet and then we leaned in again but this time neither of us stopped and we kissed and then we stopped after a while and giggled together. and then we went to our lessons and at the end of the day we walked home together and today he walked me home and when we got to my house i offered if he wanted to come in and he said ''Yes'' ''Come in'' i said with huge smile on my face. we both went in and went upstairs and sat on my small pink bed and we kissed a bit more and then he left after about an hour of kissing and cuddling and talking.

I think im going to choose Ross. He's such a handsome, Gentlemen and i think im falling for him. but first i better tell Ryley so i'll call him.

{calls number}

{phone rings}

''Hello?'' he said confused 'Hello Ryley. I need to tell you something... I want to be with Ross instead'' i said with a grin on my face. ''WHAT?! YOU WOULD RATHER BE WITH HIM THAN A FABULOUS JOCK LIKE ME?'' He said angrily. I hung up the phone and thought about it all for a long time. and i thought.... Have i made the RIGHT choice?