Sometimes I just think you myself," why am I here the Lord keeps me in this earth,but what is my purpose? what am I supposed to be doing?,cause rn I'm lost I don't know which direction to go in I'm trying to find myself again and be the strong person I once was that person didn't get hurt as much and when she got hurt she got back up, dusted herself off and tried again when will I be her again I want to be her... I was so happy I had a good life and some amazing friends who were there for me and I could tell them anything but I have received that you can't tell everyone about your hardships because they get scared and can't deal with the sorrow and pain and start to deny it but that pain starts to haunt them they feel like its all fake...
If I died would you care then maybe so you care when I die but while alive don't care I see how the world works when I'm died I'm remember but while I'm alive I'm forgetton, abandoned,and left out... only if life you be simple and easy you fall in love, have a good life,have good friends, and just are happy. But as we all know it's not like that it's full of hardships,lies,betrayal,and pain. But I feel like that now but soon my mindset will change and I will be able to fake the hate,pain,happiness, and everything that's comes my way!
It'll all be ok I know it as long as I have the mindset then all things can come my way and I will still be OK!
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