Inhale, Exhale and Wait.

Ch.8/ DJ

     She was even sexier than I had remembered. She must of gained some weight because I dont remember her ever having that much 'jiggle' in her walk and her breast were plump and juicy, they sat perfectly on her chest, and I bet her nipples were just as smooth and suckable as they were years ago. Her skin hadn't changed, it's still rich with  the darkest of color. Her eyes still sparkled beautifully and they were always light. brightening even the darkest corners in this desolate world. 

"Can I help with anything else?" I say seductively, biting my lip then moving my eyes slowly from her breast that were contained in her shirt to her eyes.

She took a deep breath which made her breast strain against all the buttons in her blouse. It was as if she was working herself up to confess something or reveal a big secret.

"Yes, there actually is something more I need to discuss with you." She said this to me with an authoritative tone which made my dick go every which way. I had never heard Krys be so demanding.

"And what might that be?" I leaned further onto my desk and got into her personal space. Our faces were merely three inches apart.

"I would like to discuss some ground rules"

"Ground rules for what?" I asked, genuinely interested in the way her lips moved when she spoke.

"Ground rules for Veronica."

This made me back up because I was confused as to what she was saying. Why is she laying down ground rules for my new PA?

"What are you talking about? Why is my new PA any of your business?"

I was beginning to get irritated and suspicious. She was putting me on edge.

"Oh so she's your PA? Well shes my girl so let's set some fucking GROUND rules...Darryl" she spat venemously as she slowly rose from her seat to assert dominance.  

she was standing over me. I cant believe this. She was actually thinking disrespect was going to get her somewhere with me. She should know from the past that I don't take disrespect very well. Krys interrupted my thoughts when she kept speaking.

"I love Vee so there is going to be no funny shit, got it? Dont touch my baby unless she's dying, Respect her space and respect her beauty, last but not least no talking of the past. I want her to be clueless about us, do you understand?"

I was so stunned that I couldn't help but laugh at her. It was a gut wrenching, tear jerking, 'have-you-lost-your-mind' type of laugh. Her face took on a shocked expression for a while but then turned to anger. She straightened her back and yelled at me.

"OH YOU THINK THIS SHIT IS A JOKE? REALLY DARRYL?!!!!"

I stopped laughing abruptly to think about the many ways I could "teach" her how to respect me again. There were so many ways that I could go about disciplining her. It was so strange I began to laugh again. The idea of her thinking disrespect was going to make me listen to her was actually comical.

I continued to laugh at krys until . . . She put her hands on me.

Krys thought she was tough the way she walked around my desk and grabbed me up by my collar and attempted to intimidate me. This time her little outburst was less than humorous.

"THIS SHIT IS NOT A GA-"

I cut her off with my hand around her throat. She immediately let go of my collar and put her hands on my wrist.

I flung her into the love seat next to my door. She plopped down with a spiral as I stood over her. She was obviously scared as i hovered above her menacingly. I get down to her level so I could look into her eyes.

"Never put your hands on me, ever again Krys, do YOU understand?"

She shook her head yes but that wasnt enough for me. I needed verbal confirmation and she knew this already so a punishment was underway.

I grabbed her neck again. Hard enough for arousal but not enough to hurt. I had been dreaming of the day where I would get to see Krys again. But I have to control myself.

I guide her by her neck to sit on my desk.

"Spread your legs baby, can you still resist me?" I goaded in a husky voice that sounded foreign to, even, my ears.

"Wait, please darryl. This isn't what I came here for. I'm in love with Veronica. Though our love was strong and raw , it's in the past."

Her words stung deeper than anything ever had , but for some reason  my pride wouldn't let me leave her alone. I look down at her face. Her mouth was telling me no but her body was responding so well to me. It was an instant reaction, her body was so used to my touch and I loved that.

"I'm gonna touch you then you can leave, but just let me touch you once more." I was begging at this point because I knew I wasn't going to get another chance like this.

She looked at me reluctantly. You could tell she had a lapse in judgment for just this Split Second. She was fighting an internal battle between denying me and herself the pleasure of being within each other's arms again and remaining true and honest to her love, Veronica.

"No." Was all she said as her response.
I let her neck go and allowed her to prop herself up on the desk with her elbows.

"Please don't speak about this to veronica . I really want her to be in the dark about our past" She pleaded.

"I'm not going to tell her , but she will eventually find out. How have you gone your whole relationship without telling her about me?"

"what is there to say DJ? That I used to be in a committed and loving relationship with a man? That I planned on marrying said man? Or that I may or may not still have feelings for said man?"

Her recounting the fact that she and I could have been married shook me to my core. it was an emotional pain i hadnt experienced in a very long time. The fact that she said she still had feelings for me after all these years hurt me even more then her saying we could have gotten married. There's no telling what our future could have been if I had put her first.

"for God's sakes Krys, you liking girls had nothing to do with my attraction to you. I genuinely loved you for you and the fact that you didn't conform to what people thtough was best for you and you always just moved to the beat of your own drum, baby, youve always inspired me" I choked out with as much conviction as i could muster. 

"Well, there's nothing we can do about that now is there? I'm with Veronica now and I expect you to respect her." She responds.

A small part of me wanted to be evil and expose our past to Veronica as soon as krys left the building but a big part of me wanted the best for Krys which was  Veronica. As always, the bigger part of me won out.