| No one's pov |
Yoongi was in his shared apartment with BTS that night, studying when other BTS member suddenly knocked in his room, making a huge noise that definitely disturb the sleeping neighbour's dog outside.
Soon, he heard some sorts of loud windshield wiper laugh and delighted scream from the living room which definitely belongs to Jin and Jhope. In case you have forgotten, they are the jokester of the group.
Well, you might call him a nerd, like a f*cking bookworm when his friends are like literally partying outside and heck, its not that he's a goody two shoes student but its because he had to.
To be honest, he did rather sleep or die. If it wasn't because of his responsibility, he couldn't bear it till now.
He stood up for a while, looking through the window as it raining cats and dogs outside. He diverted his gaze to a photo frame on his table, reflecting a cute little baby girl in yellow pouting. At the other side of the frame, there's another photo with the baby smiling wide as she happily showed her gummy smile with ni teeth.
Like him.
He sighed a bit, staring at the photo as he caressed it.
It has been a year since the incident happened and he pitied the girl for having someone as worst as him. Someone who can't really take care of her as others would do.
He could still remember the past, when the baby girl cried in his arms. When she supposely need 'someone' to love and to be loved despite of being abandoned like him. Being left and getting hurt.
By the same person.
The same f*cking person who he never wish to exist in his life.
He always had many attempts of suicide, but the little girl interrupted his mind. He couldn't bear the guiltiness of dying, seeing the little girl live in misery.
Without love, without mom and without him.
He just couldn't bear it seeing that.
Forever, she is under his care and he will always be by her side no matter what.
Forever.
Yoongi stared at the photo long, reminding of the past as Jimin suddenly barged in, greeting him with huge smile with a bottle of whiskey in his hand. He did came to Bangtan's apartment lately.
"Yoongi hyung~~~", he sang beautifully, not aware of the photo before he stopped.
"Its her..."
"Yeah", Yoongi replied, slowly caressing it again before he put it down, back on its position.
He just kept silence and Jimin understood it why. How he truly felt about her and so on.
"You must miss her a lot"
Yoongi nodded, still silently stared at the photo.
"Why don't you pay her a visit, then? Its been 2 months since you guys spend time together, right?", Jimin asked.
"I am visiting her tomorrow", Yoongi replied, turning towards Jimin as he leaned a bit by the study table. "Last few months were hectic since I'm preparing for finals and I need to work extra jobs after class throughout evening and nights. Not to mention that I have schedule too every weekend."
"I've tried to visit her, but she was fast asleep when I arrived"
"She must be tired from playing and so on", Jimin nodded.
"Yes, she is", Yoongi said as he smiled a bit. "The caretaker informs me that she is smart"
"Wahh, hyung. Thats good to hear for a kid"
"Yeah...", Yoongi replied, looking away as his gaze suddenly went saddened which Jimin noticed that.
"Hyung? Gwenchana?"
But, Yoongi didn't budge.
"You know what, Hyung", Jimin said. "You have no rights to feel bad. You have done your best"
"For her, you are a great father-"
"No, Jimin", Yoongi cut him off before he slowly sighed.
"Its been a f*cking year"
"You see, I can't even give her a proper home, meal and education. Not even a full care and attention"
"And I'm not even graduating yet which I desperately need a higher paying job to support us", Yoongi said as he sat back on his swivel chair.
"Not to mention that I still got a f*cking debt", he sighed again this time, taking the whiskey in Jimin's hand as he gulped it down.
"Its okay hyung", Jimin said, sitting on Yoongi's bed. "Its your last semester by the way and later you can live the life that you want with her. I'm sure she will be happy with it"
"What's important now is that you love her and to be happy as a family. Thats the root", Jimin added.
Yoongi just nodded again before gulping down the whiskey to the last drop as Jimin then scrunched in annoyance.
"Right, hyung", Jimin said. "I know that you kinda have financial and family distress here but damn you can't just drink all my whiskey. I've paid for it!"
"Its your fault to touch such a sensitive issue, duh", Yoongi said, with a derp face heading outside towards the living room. "In fact", he stopped, looking at Jimin who was still dumbfounded.
"Whiskey is life"
"Life my ass"
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Sorry for short ones :) and pliz love this and votes. I know i kinda mess up for not updating for so long. Even my other stories too. I got writer's block and I'm currently busy with my course and stuff. Im really sorry if it is very slow update :(
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