True love exists.

First steps to the dream.

Chapter one.

-It's my first day in college..
"Medicine is really hard to study,
but I believe am capable of succeeding anything I really want..
I'm a determined independent girl!
Everything is gonna be alright..
JUST. DON'T. PANIC " I calmed myself looking in the mirror, the morning sun light is hitting my brown hair revealing some blonde laces..
And my green eyes softened in relaxation to the words I just said.

"Everything is gonna be alright." I repeated taking a deep breath, and by "deep breath" I mean taking all the oxygen in the room leaving it airless !

-SO NERVOUS.

I took a quick look at my clock, and it's already 7:15 a.m

I put a little short but suitable pink dress on, with my favorite perfume..
I wore my heals, fixed my hair into a ponytail, wore my usual makeup and rose lipstick, then quickly rushed downstairs to kiss my parents goodbye.

"I will see you soon, I'll miss you so much though, but you know.. we can always video chat !" I smiled as I tried to cheer my mom up who already started to cry.

-I controlled my tears which were about to ruin my make up and smiled again, thinking about my dream which is about to come true..
"medicine faculty" I thought as a wide smile was formed on my face.

"Promise that you will take a good care of yourself hopes." Dad said cutting my thoughts ; while eating his breakfast..
trying not to show much emotions..
(like always).

" I will dad, I promise.. now let me go before I start crying too" I teased mom..

"Let us miss you Hopes, don't show up any time soon" my elder brother Mike teased back..

I gave mike a cold look and then Hugged him tightly, and waved them all goodbye as I rushed into my car..

" don't cry, don't cry, don't cry!" I repeated over and over.
but I just couldn't help it, and tears started to fall none stop.

STUPID TEARS.!

The college am going to is my dreams one.. it's far away from home..
but I worked so hard in my senior year to get my grades that I actually forgot how to socialize, I don't have many friends so missing anyone wouldn't be in my :
" what to worry about" list!

But my family of course, I'll just miss them so much.

They mean a-lot to me..

Mom is a really passionate sentimental woman..
but too strong at the very same time .

Dad is a hard worker..
a lawyer actually, always so serious about everything, and SO OVER PROTECTIVE as well!

And Mike, he is five years older than me..
we might fight a little, siblings you know..
But he still means the world to me..

Staying away from them would definitely be awkward in a sad way..
but I already have my future arranged, so I'll manage.. at least I'll try I guess !

I have to do this, I've been waiting for this my whole life..
So I have to do it in the best way that worths the distance.

-I started my car.. And drove my way out of town, shoving my thoughts away ; to the place that will change my life,
For good.

"And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn, rejoice
Every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that..
I'm lookin' down on you smilin' and I didn't feel a thang..
So, baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back" I sang with Eminem's as I drove.