P E R F E C T // m a r k [NCT]

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Everyone is perfect... except her.
Is she ever going to find someone like her?
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I feel so alone. Why does everyone have to be so much better than me? I don't understand, i've studied, i've memorised and I even gave my notes to others. They got it perfect. Why can't I? I tried so hard and it still doesn't work.

"Why are you such a disappointment to me?! I gave you so much money to get tutors so you can improve but your grades are still the same!!"

"I'm sorry i'm not good enough but i'm trying. Just because i'm failing doesn't mean i'm not trying!!"

I've gotten slapped.

I'm crying out like a failure. I didn't know that disappointing my mother would lead me to being kicked out from the school and from my only home. I've never gotten friends, only because i wasn't good enough for them. I guess i'm always pathetic then?