litchdale

someone who i need

Lia's POV

I shouldn't ask Skyler again about this... A moment ago she clearly said she don't wanna talk about this. Ugh, I'm so stupid!

"I'm sorry... You clearly said that you don't wanna..."

I wanted to finish but she interrupted me.

"It's ok, I can tell you."

Skyler said and smiled but I can see that was a fake smile. I can see how hard she's trying not to cry. This so heartbreaking how hurt she is...

"Are you sure?"

I asked and grabbed her hand gently.

"Yeah, I'm sure."

So I am ready to hear Skyler's story. Anyways I am still holding her hand and I can feel she's shaking.

"So I am a lesbian and my parents are so homophobic... They hate me since I came out to them, they think it's just a phase and shit but it's not, obviously."

I feel so bad for Skyler. Having parents like that is the worst thing ever. I can't even imagine how she's feeling.

"I'm so sorry Skyler..."

I said to her and hugged but she continued.

"And that's not all. Before we moved here we lived in LA... I had a girlfriend there. Crystal was the only one who understands me. She was always next to me. We knew each other since we were like 5... We grew up together, spend the whole childhood together. When I was 15 I started having feelings to her. I was so confused and scared that if I tell her she gonna leave me. I was hiding my feelings for a year and when I turned 16 I told her everything. And it turned out she's feeling the same way and also was scared if she tells me she will lose me. We were together for 7 months and after this time we decided to came out to our parents. Hers didn't have any problems with her being gay I mean they weren't against it but also not supportive but my parents started treating me like shit. They decided that we need to move out of LA because this is going to be the best for me. They wanted to separate me and Crystal... And they did it. So yeah now I'm here in Litchdale, all alone and shit... Also I'm going to a psychologist or I don't even know who the fuck is this dude, he's trying to 'cure' me from being gay... And that's my whole story..."

After the last words, Skyler started crying and now I'm holding her hand so much stronger.

"I am really sorry. And now here you're not alone... You have me now Skyler. Besides, I really like you."

I smiled and hugged her also I noticed a scar on her wrists. Did she try to kill herself in the past... Looks like cuts but I'm not sure. I don't wanna make an assumption, I just gonna asked her what had happened.

Skyler's POV

I feel kind of relieved. I know I told Toni about my past but not about everything but to Lia I said everything. I mean almost everything... I feel so good in her arms like very comfortable.

"Skyler... What happened to your wrists?"

I'm so stupid I forget to cover scars... Ugh, I can't with me! I have never forgotten about covering them. Lia is the first person who noticed them and now I need to tell her truth.

"Um... I... I tried... To... To kill myself. That was after I came out to my parents."

Fuck me. Now she's probably thinking that I'm a crazy ass bitch. Congratulations Skyler you fucked up again today. You're beating all records!

"Oh my God Sky... Come here!"

I'm so surprised and confused, I really thought she just going to leave after I told her this but instead she hugged very tightly... I never wanna leave her arms I can spend my whole life laughing her and that enough for me. Lia is like a Crystal, understanding and supportive.

"Hola Chicas!"

Someone shouted and instantly we separated from our hug. That was Maritza and Flaca.

"Ooo did we interrupted again?"

Flaca asked us.

"Nope, it's ok. Come sit with us."

I smiled and Lia looked at me confused. I did this only because I don't wanna talk about... You know what.

"So what you were talking about girls?"

Maritza sit next to me and put her arm around me. She's so little next to me but this is cute. Flaca sat next to her and looked kinda jealous... I don't think they're dating so probably this is just a 'friendship jealousy'.

"About um... Girls."

Lia said, looked at me and raised her eyebrows. Why about girls tho? There are so many other topics...

"Ok, I wanna talk with you guys! So about which chica we're talking about?"

Maritza asked with excitement. Now Flaca looks so confused and even more jealous because Maritza moved closer to me.

"Since when you're talking about girls? You're always talking about boys from school. Besides you're straight right?"

Flaca raised her eyebrows and looked at Maritza curiously. This situation got me a little shocked. Why Flaca asked her about this?

AN: So what you think Maritza is going to say? And what gonna happened in the next chapter? Hope you enjoyed!!! Leave a vote and comment!

xoxo wmpd