Good For My Heart

Chapter 1- Intro

Picture of Jenny☝☝

A/N: This is my first chapter. Please remind me if I make any mistakes. Hope u like it.

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Life is full of bullsh*t. Honestly. When will it ever get better?

While known as the girl with 'the attitude' not many people actually know my name. Isn't that funny? I'm known More like a bad boy, but a girl. I neither care about others think about me nor care about what rubbish they say. I just wanna get uni done with so I can start fresh. But seems like time isn't really on my side, since this is only my second year at university rosewince. Can life get any worse?

Being here for a whole year didn't really help my social life either. With only having one friend who doesn't even go to the same uni as me, life sucks. Really. And the fact that most people think I'm moody rather than anti social is even more interesting. Really, where do they get this crap from?

My mum died few weeks after she had me. Since I didn't have any siblings, it was just me and my dad. He really tried looking after me with all he could and was a single dad. He really gave me every thing I ever needed. After finishing highschool, my dad left me, as in forever. In which I didnt take very well. I started shutting off people around me avoiding every one around me and turned from lovable to complete scary.

Since I pretty much lost hope in everything, I started not talking much, or only did if someone was to get rude or wasn't in the mood, which proved to people how bad I was, which I honestly couldn't care less. Apart from my only best friend, Jenny, who still is with me to this day, I don't really have anyone else. She is my only family. Not attending the  university fed my misery, thou were still as close as ever.  Afterall she's the only one who knows me. The real me.

The fact that the two of us are best friends is a shock to the people, mostly jenny's friends, since we're both polar opposites. She's more of the friendly, and quiet type, whereas I am more of an antisocial and hot tempered, honestly I'm not that hot tempered, I just can't stand rude people.

If I wanted to, I could have been a bit easier to get on with, but why should i. Plus it takes way too much energy to open my mouth, so it's easier to just give looks. No no no, no smiling, but rather unpleasant looks, so I wouldnt have to carry on any conversation or anything.

With only being 19, I'm already getting fed up with life.obvs  I'm not suicidal, how would I know what the future brings?
I guess I'm going to have to wait for things to happen. But according to my never wrong intuition it's no where near for anything exciting to happen. Looks like we're going to wait for a looooonnnggggg time.

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'Beep! Beep! Beep!'.

"ARGHHH!! F*CKING HELL!!!! " I screamed my head off as I smacked the alarm at the wall, which made a cracking sound, and pieces of the alarm shattered across the floor.

Arggggg! I have to buy another alarm. For god's sake!!

As I calmed down, I slowly started drifting off back to sleep, before I heard my phone alarm go off. ARGHHH why did I have to set an alarm on my phone?!? I guess I knew this was going to happen. Again, for the 1000th time or something.

Not having enough energy to smack my phone across the wall, and the money to replace it, I dismissed the alarm.  getting up, and made my way to the bathroom to take a quick shower and get ready, I don't usually have breakfast since I'm never really hungry.

Ugggg My mood for today is already ruined... I mean when is it not?

I wonder who my victim for today would be, who would get scolded for no reason.

Yepp, I don't really need a reason to do anything.

After I got ready for the day, I got out of my room, which is in campus. I made my way out of the building, taking out my schedule to remind myself what building I was heading to, which happened to be psychology.

Realising that I was going to get late, I started jogging at an inhuman speed. The thought of everyone staring at me getting in the lecture room made me shiver. Yikes.

Good thing my dorm room building was right next to the building of my lecture or I would have to use transport or something

As I reached the entrance of the building, I checked to see what time it was. My eyes were stuck on the watch on my wrist, when all of a sudden I felt myself bumping into some one. As my shoulders barged into two pairs of hands, I realized about 20 papers flying around with a bunch of pens flying out of a pencil case.

It took me about a second to react to what just happened.

"Can you not see where you are going?!?" I screamed as I could feel my face reddening from anger. As I shouted at the girl, I could see tears forming on the corner of the girls eyes.
Even though it was my fault, there was no way I was going to admit my mistake and give in.
"I- I-am s- s-orry" she said quietly, almost whispering.
"Whatever!" I said as I rolled my eyes and started walking up the stairs to my class....

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