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Chill Day?

I got out of the shower and I laid in bed all night and I slept but not well because a part of me still wanted Laurent to be around me and the babies. I know that it's wrong to want to him back and to want a family I know that I have to be strong and not give in to temptation even though he doesn't want me or the babies so I kept my thoughts to myself and tried to sleep. I woke up in a cold sweat my dreams were disoriented I barely remember it but what could make out with the fragments from the dream. I saw us together a family a team but something was blocking my way I had came back from doing something I opened the front door and I saw blood everywhere it was absolutely horrifying I ran to the girls room nothing could prepare for what I saw. There I saw my two babies bodies torn Intestines every I was flabbergasted at the sence I ran to find Laurent I couldn't find him anywhere I called him, text no reply it felt like was in a box and I was trying to hold back the sob I was shaking so hard I felt my body I was scared and confused. That I all I remember from dream. What could that have meant.