Trap House Drama

Suicide

Ashes POV

I walked to the bathroom to cut myself but nobody knows yet. I walk out of the bathroom hiding my arm with my sleeve.
"Colby can I get a hug" He nodded his head and hugged me. I hugged him and accidently let a tear slip
"Are you ok ash"
"Nope never will never have been colby I cant"
"You'll be OK things will get better trust me"
"I just wanna die colby"
"No you dont" Colby grabbed my arm to see if I had cuts obviously I did so I pulled my arm away as quick as I could but he still got a glimpse.
"You need to stop,what's making you do this " I told him it was nothing. He grabbed my arm and brought me upstairs to call a house meeting
"No please dont not even Jake know just please" I started crying and Jake saw so he ran up and hugged me.
"I don't wanna hug I don't wanna tell Cuzc i am a BIG SLUT OK"
"No you not " Jake said continuing to hug me
"Devyn Kat where's rose" colby asked they didn't know where she was
" JAKE GET THE FUCKING OFF OF ME" I ran out side all I heard was colby say
"Jake you go get her I gotta find rose"
Colby's POV
(Rose was in another bathroom cutting herself too) I've been trying to find her for two minutes I finally realized she's probably in a bathroom cutting herself. I knock on a door that's locked rose ignored me. I kicked open the door she threw a razor away.
"Whats did you just trow away"
Roses POV
"Nothing" I put my arm behind my back. Colby grabbed my arm
"Really you and ash need to stop"
"I have nothing to live for"
"But you have me and all your friends and everyone on your channel that loves you"
"No half of them hate me i get called fat ugly stupid a stupid fat ugly SLUT and a whore they say that you colby needs a new girlfriend i shouldn't be with you"
"THERE FUCKING LYING I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE"
"YOUR JUST SAYING THAT TO MAKE ME HAPPY THOSE ARE JUST LIES "I started crying he hugged me
"No there not" I pushed away and ran outside I started running but my crying stopped me from running so I just dropped. I almost fainted.
Ash came up behind me " Rose I need you please come back" ash chased after me till I dropped. She showed me my arm I didnt look.
"I don't deserve to live anymore"
"Hunny look at you your beautiful"
"Where's colby"
"He's looking for you" I ran away to go find colby
"COLBYYYYY" I screamed I found him and hugged him he hugged me back.
"It's OK baby" I started crying again
"Don't cry baby"
"I'm just sorry I almost lost you"
"I would never let that happen"
"I love you"
"I love you too" I kissed his cheek he kissed my lips I kissed back and held the kiss.
"Come on guys gross " ash said
"Sorry"
"It's OK girl" I laughed as colby wiped away my tears.
Joking around colby said " so needy" and continues to wipe my tears away
"Movie night"
"Yeah sure" me and Colby said at the same time
"Girls choose "
"Yes... do you want me and Colby to get some popcorn and candy"