So I began a dream of love, the story said if there's no me there's no you, we'll her imagination-ran wild with her she danced with wolves in her dreams, she shined like Cinderella, she sang like" Mulan, she's silly like Moana, and beautiful as beauty and the beast, her eye's shines bright as the sun, her romance is like a glance at the eclipse moon, her fears are like grains of sand, her wishes out weights the nighttime people you see jogging at night, Lol, duck duck goose, "you it I say " see I told you silly girl I am, I whisper like teen titans daughter the devil girl, oh yea! what's her name ? oh, oh well, I forgot her name 👿,Lol, well peace isn't far behind the tree light, but good God joy of Love is always there, have you ever seen God use people to satisfy your needs? Meaning when you come home from work and that baby you have fills that space in your heart full of gentle grace, you almost lost it during work hours, you know how you just tired and tiredness kicks in from hours of 2 am-2 pm during your drive home that old devil from teen titans shows up cause the dad released some shit on your way home, people in a rush to possibly drive to be stopped at the same red light only to see that same vehicle rushing by causing a panic in the air putting the middle finger up, at the women driving cause he was in the wrong yelling and calling them Bitches stopped them dead in there own tracks a race to go nowhere as you sit watching these fouls argue, with the ladies, but the women, I've got to give them a hand , clap up if you will, for their reaction back at those fools and instead of them being offended by being called the female dog, they called them straight up hood rats of men, men that you wouldn't dare approach on normal bases, they sat in those seats of there cars and yelled bitch asses shut the fuck up and then opened the window in take off and put back in their faces that same middle finger they started with in the 1st place. It was all so hilarious, too on watchers of the lanes watching this chaotic charade funny- funny-funny. I hollered to loud in my vehicle cracking up and feeling ashamed, mad, and sad at the same time, just no respect for women these days, so on the continuously ride day after day made me appreciate my family, being the bread winner as daddy watches the family can be a joy and peaceful thing in my life at least my children are feed well when I 'am at work, so bath time while mommy rested for awhile Redeye candles I Lit🕯 there're the best I think and smell all so good refreshing the air while Mommy's refreshing before she heads out to sit with the family, her time to herself was well worth the relaxation, so she is out enjoying the fun and laughter she brings to the family with more laughter more fun not too much down time. love feels the air with the same joy you are use to having while your at work, read a story after dinner clean and do homework then the youngest kid yells mommy read this story on the big red dog, okay I say ! We read and they love seeing the pictures and seeing the expression's giving when the don-don-don comes up , when he can't find his daddy dog, the intense of knowing son dog was missing his daddy he searches and searched look under the table, daddy dog wasn't there looked in the boys bedroom daddy dog still wasn't there so he drinks and eats doggie food as the kids are anxious to know more of the mystery, of where is daddy dog, the intensity of the little ones face is priceless! LoL as I sit looking on and reading, so funny!!! I say so after son doggie is done eating and drinking he begins his!! and "I say it just like that repeating" trying to get the smile out of them as the Intensity of small faces eyebrows rise I repeatedly say his Journey back out the door he see the neighbors cat and play for awhile He see mommy doggie smooches her face for while, they sit and rest for a while, off on their journey again to find Big daddy dog mommy dog heads back to the main house, yes son doggie followed, now this is where my children laughed too well because son doggie looked again and found daddy dog, daddy doggie was always there in master dog's pops garage under his storage cabinet table enjoying his huge doggie bone. Ha ha ha we all smiled and hugged to kiss goodnight. So some alone time for mommy and daddy playing footsie's on the couch in front of our fireplace watching The equalizer and of course I got to have movie theater surroundsound along with my big flatscreen TV movie theater popcorn tonight was feeling just write cozy we snuggled up together so I fell asleep lying in his arms and I began to shake I could feel my body trembling, but The dream made me even more tired so I couldn't move, then in my dream I seen a huge star I went towards the star and my body trembled even more I glanced at my left and I seen a church I Looked over the roof of the church and seen bats flying around I then seen myself turn into a bat but as a person, trash cans began to move around I seen another person's body turn into a bat boy, the night was starriest, I seen blood sucking, but didn't know from who, I know I didn't want to suck any blood but I said to my dream self be like the blood suckers and be bad so they won't hurt you, my mind felt alive in my dreams so I listened to my awake self as I watched my dream self , it was many blood suckers as I stood next to this church they were feasting, so I hear a paranormal voice in my sleep but yet I feel awoke, this voice tells me it's name, but it's the name of a actor, the Mr.Wrong I then see the actor transform into a man on a cross with thistles in his head to not look like the son of God but be hung like the Thief on the cross next to Jesus in my dream as the Rock is the real person, very tall very handsome, I question this actor and say what are you doing hear he do some nasty things in my vampire diaries and has a white towel wrapped around his waist, he said I want you, my heart was not glad I said to myself runnnn, I felt like the kid in the never ending story, i'am running and running only to go no where fast , I look down and my feet are moving but I 'am not moving I turn and snare at him he jumps back, started crying, and said I want to bless you, I teeth that actor again, he now runs and I feel relief that, that old actor finally left me alone, my heart is racing, my body seem to change from this blood sucker to my original self, I see the people turn back to themselves too, I am then relieved daylight approaches, if like I see me still but as I dream but on the other side , my Body is lifting I began to fly, fly like wings of a eagle 🦅 I began to see the world from way up there it was like I was some giant but small body, I wake up and feel elated that I am okay what a weird dream I had , I shower and kiss my babies and oh my husband and off to work I go, well at work my mind kept wondering about my dream, so I tried to get my mind off and my boss began to talk to me a little more he was so cute, and all the girls there liked him, so he say's let's go to lunch I agree, all 8 of us go for lunch then we sit outside on the boardwalk I think what a lovely day we all had, it's so nice until I began to wish I didn't have to go back to work I just wanted to just enjoy the sun, so that became all of us at the job our routine, every week until my co- workers day off then he said just you and I today let's go have lunch well lunch turned my happy home into trouble now, because I turn my head and boss Keanu's reaches in and sneaks a kiss and stuffed chocolate covered strawberries in my mouth no time to think but he don't know I didn't like strawberries, but I do now LoL, then he lend in with a kiss to follow even longer, I felt weird the rest of the day the kiss had me in thought of my marriage, oh my " I shouldn't have let him get away with that I thought, but in the moment of loving the attention and his cuteness just made me feel special, that one moment gave us long walks together, walks turned into phone calls, I say I can't talk this weekend no minute's he say I'll buy you some, I need to talk to you , you make my day I give him my phone to buy the minutes, he compliments my ninja turtle looking phone, we laugh, next day he walks over and say we gonna break this curse up I punched in two number and you punch in one, I think like what curse is he talking about, so I think maybe something to do with him and he needed help so shortly after the conversation he come over and we do our excel he punches in two 6 I punch in 1 6 he says there now it's all done, really not knowing what he talking about, but my six since kicks in like I 'am about to find out, but now I wanna pray and say God please protect me and my children, so weekend's of fun take place, I sneak my kids in and around to enjoy eating out time, he and I have some hot wing-Spanish dishes and some wine, he say's you know you got a big ass, I smile in flattery, we leave from having a good time, hubby is curious now no time with him no more, I lie to him and say we were out at the movies or something so he won't suspect my Rendezvous, the girl's at the job say y'all eating lunch together again without us , so he say's no well wait for you guys what time y'all want to go they tell him, everything seems okay, until I see the oldest of my co- workers whole demeanor change to something out of a horror movie, like the good which, but you would 'not know who or what she was, but existence for that older women scary showed up, well I didn't pay it to much mind until it seemed like boss man began to talk out of his head and sing love song like you never heard before, I wondered what was happening to me , I now feel a sudden since of my family and husband around me every moment but they wasn't, that take two of my suspiciousness, now he is angry all the time, but with anybody, his boss is upset with him, he invites me to his apartment only to find another women is there, no I'am afraid of my health cause now he talking about he's falling for a Strip club girl, he got bumps on the lips, like jazzy LOL the papers said, the women calls and say leave her man alone I say okay women to women song say 's have you ever been in love, then you'll know how I feel and he 's mine I am talking about women to women, now how can you compete with that. 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