The walk to Yoongi's small apartment was a short one for Kim Namjoon, but definitely a cold one.
Bundled up in a long winter coat paired with a checkered hat, the classy and stern looking young man made his way to the building. He felt the cold breeze brush against his face as he opened the door to the complex.
After reaching the door, Namjoon knocked a total of five times before getting impatient with the situation. After being ignored, the man simply sighed as he pulled out a mint-colored key from his coat pocket. He thought to himself 'good thing Yoongi gives all his closest friends a spare.'
Yoongi was always the trusting and caring type once you truly got to know him, and Namjoon appreciated that. Yoongi may be an introverted mess at times, but he always kept his cool in front of people and managed to keep a level head.
So you could only imagine Namjoon's reaction when he walked into the small apartment only to find Yoongi passed out on his bed, beer bottles scattered on the wooden floors.
He was only wearing a pair of black boxers, while his white sheets were scattered all over his mattress. His hair was disheveled, and a large line of drool was escaping his parted lips.
"You bum...," muttered Namjoon moments before he grabbed a pillow from the bed, whacking the mint-haired boy on the head.
Yoongi let out a loud groan before batting his eyes in annoyance. Finally, he sat up, his face scrunching together from the presence of light reaching his eyes.
"Care to explain why you disappeared for a few days and why you're basically naked with beer bottles on your floor?" Namjoon asked with a fatherly tone. "People are worried sick about you!"
Yoongi gave him an angry scowl. "For starters, this is my apartment," Yoongi rolled his eyes. "I could be completely naked right now and that wouldn't be totally crazy. Wanna know why? IT'S BECAUSE I DON'T EXPECT PEOPLE TO RANDOMLY BARGE IN!"
"Someone is cranky from their nap," Namjoon launched another pillow at him while letting out a tiny chuckle. Yoongi just pouted in response, unable to be genuinely angry at Namjoon. The smart man was one of his best friends.
"So... you gonna explain to me why there are beer bottles here? I thought you didn't drink," Namjoon questioned while sitting down next to Yoongi. Yoongi just sighed as he grabbed a white t-shirt from his floor and slowly put in on, messing his minty hair up even more.
"You're really gonna interrogate me after breaking an entering?"
"You gave me a key, and yes."
Again, another eye roll and a sigh. Yoongi rubbed his head as Namjoon waited for him to explain. Finally, Yoongi's lips parted and he mumbled quietly.
"Jungkook texted me a few days ago."
And just like that, the room was quiet. Namjoon felt a pit form in his stomach as he heard Yoongi's breath quicken up. Both of their hearts were pounding loud enough that each of them could swear they heard them echoing off the thin walls.
"He came to see me last night too...," Yoongi muttered.
Yoongi rested his elbows on his knees while his head fell in his palms. He could already feel Namjoon judging him for allowing Jungkook to creep his way back in.
"I know you think I'm judging you, but I'm not," Namjoon muttered on que. "I'm just confused... I thought he was at film school in Seoul?"
Yoongi gulped. "He was. I mean- he is. He is still at film school and back there right now. He just... came down for the weekend. He said we needed to talk things over." Yoongi stumbled to get his words out.
"Well did you? Is everything cleared up. Your relationship ended pretty badly when he told you he was leaving," Namjoon placed a palm on Yoongi's back, only to find the boy was shaking.
A long moment passed before Yoongi was able to even breathe.
"I-I-I tried so hard. Even when he was texting me and I felt emotions of the past wash over me. I tried so hard to ignore him but I j-just couldn't do it."
Yoongi finally broke. Two twin tears fell on his knee.
"E-even when he said he was coming over I told myself that I would stay normal and genuinely talk things over."
Namjoon kept an arm around his friend, feeling waves of pain and emotions of shame filling the room.
"We didn't talk things over. The second he showed up I could see the pain in his eyes. He isn't f-fully over me either. He never was...
he lied..."
Namjoon kept his mouth closed, allowing his friend to continue his venting. Even though he was mute, he already had a bad feeling about this situation forming inside him.
"And the worst part was that we never said a word to eachother...," Yoongi's voice went soft as he looked up into Namjoon's eyes, showing nothing but shame and disappointment.
"Neither of us spoke as he grabbed my hand and we both started undressing."
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My friend said she would be mad at me if I didn't include this in an A/N so I'm sorry in advance, but she wanted me to tell you all that she believed Yoongi disappeared because he was experiencing erectile dysfunction or he died I'm WHEEZING
