You drifted away...so i did to..

It hurts, but i want you to be happy.

Its been 7 months since you last talked to me, cared about me.

But, i'm not selfish and i love to see you happy.

So with that, i have diapered from you.

But it hurts, every day seams almost identical to me.

I get up from bed, having had no sleep, that being from my parents arguing, or my dad coming home drunk, and hurting me.

Ill get ready for school, wearing boring cloths, just like the ones i had worn the day before.

Ill walk into the kitchen avoiding my mothers, harsh comments towards me.

Like 'slut' and 'whore' 

Then, ill walk out the door with no food.

Ill arrive at school, go to classes and do my best.

While trying to ignore all the harsh comments from others, caused by your girlfriends fake rumours about me.

About me trying to take you, and treating her..

As if i would ever do something to hurt you...

I love you, as a best friend..

But i know you will forever hate me, because...

You believe what she told you...

You believe the lies, that i hurt the one you love.

It hurts, it causes me mental, and physical pain, but ill take the pain because...

I want you to be happy...

I really do...

So please don't stop smiling.