Cold in LA

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....i got big plans with you...

That's all he said to me when he left for his career. He never called, texted or contacted me. My mom died while he's gone, my dad left me and it's just me and my older brother. He never came to visit again.

I let a tear escape. I drawed him bc it helped me forget my emotions. "Madison" i looked up at the teacher and wipes my tear away. "Yes ma'am?"
"What is the answer"
"I don't know"
"I bet she's thinking of her boyfriend, ma'am" james said and made a kissy finger. "Shut up james"
"James and madison, both of u pay attention."
"Sorry miss"
The bell rang and i got up and grabbed my stuff.

James walked to me and taked my hand. I pushed him off and walked out class. "Madi wait up!" My brother yelled and everyone was looking at me.
Akward silence.

I walk towards him.
"What's up?"
"I'm going to a party tonight if that's okay with u?"
"Sure brian..."
"Thanks sis and i'll be home at 9pm I promise.."
"Okay see ya then"
I walked out of school feeling free.

I got home and i got a feeling that something bad was going to happen. But I can't explain the feeling.

I came home like one hour ago. It's so quiet here. I sighed and looked at the clock seeing it move from side to side. I got up and went downstairs. I walked to the couch and sit down. I looked at the wall.

It's empty. No pictures. No memories. No feeling. Just a regular wall. If he was here. He would hang all the pictures up with a reason why it's on the wall. Like when we first met....

~flashback~
(6 year old madison)

We just came back from vacation and we were walking to car when I bumped into a little guy.
"ow"
"I'm so sorry.." he helped me up and looked into my eyes.
"It's okay.."
"Madi! Come on!"
My brother yelled from the car. My mom walked to me.
"Hello little kid.." she smiled at the boy.
"Oh i'm sorry that my son is bothering you"
"He wasn't at all"
She smiled at the woman and i looked at the boy.
"I'm madison"
"I'm jonah.."

~end flashback~

I fell down crying. Why? I don't know. I sighed.
I stood up and walked to the couch and sat down.
I pressed the bottum of the remote puttin 'umbrella academy' on. After an hour i fell asleep on the couch.

I woke up by my phone alarm and groaned. I opened my eyes and looks at the ceiling. Sigh. I grabbed my phone and got no message from jonah. I walked upstairs and went to my closet and grabbed a short and a cute crop top out with my leather jacket.

I walked int class and everyone looked at me with sad faces.
"What?" I looked at them and then the teacher.
"We're sorry for your loss" James said with a sad face.

Loss? What does he mean by loss? Nobody died.. i mean.. i wanna kill him but i can't lol

"What do you mean james?"

"You haven't seen the news yet?" He said looking at me.

"Uhm no? Do i look like a person that watches the news? Yea no"

The teacher looked at me. "You need to see what happend Miss. Miller.."

I sighed as i sit down with all the eyes on me.

Is it that bad? Or was it that the teacher said my moms last name? Ugh forget it...

She turned it on and placed the remote on the table. Shaking. My hand couldn't stop shaking.

"Good morning Minnesota, we're here at an accident where three people had had gotten into a car accident. Three men. 17 years old. Two are in a coma while one boy died. The driver. Brain Miller brother of Madison Miller. Our prayers go to her and her family. This was it-"

I ran.. i ran away from the class.. i got in my car and began to cry.. just cry..

It won't solve your problems to just cry madison. You're a mess. Brain never loved you and passed away. Your dad left you and your mom died when you were little.. do you really think it's gonna be okay? Oh yea and the boy you LIKED moved away for some stupid band!

I cried harder not knowing wat to do..