You're like xanax. Every time you're around my anxiety goes away and it's easier to sleep. But xanax is addictive. So addictive that if i can't get my dosage things get worse than they were before. I can't sleep without you, i crave you every second, you are occupying my thoughts. My body starts to ache and depression takes over, making everything around me seem so dull and grey. And then here i am, letting myself become dependent on something that i am now deprived from, left desperate, crazy about it with insatiable cravings and a deep feeling of emptiness and loneliness. My addiction to you is incurable.