What if....

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Luhan woke up screaming, "SEHUN IS MINE LEAVE HIM ALONE YOU FUCKER" he bellowed before realising he had woke up the boy he wanted to protect. He immediately felt bad from what he done and hugged the younger into his chest, "i'm sorry baby, i just had a dream that a bad guy was trying too take you" but when he pulled out of the hug sehun wasn't there. His face started melting until it turned into a ghastly face, barely recognisable as anyone until he realised it to be his dead brother. He woke up for real this time however, in his class, Sehun was trying to wake him up, nothing had happened, he didn't try to kill himself and Sehun was happy and healthy...

But Luhan was scared, if such dreams could occur to him, could it happen in real life?? Could Sehun forget him, could he try to kill himself? Could Luhan die? He had a past of the opposite of his dreams happening in real life so surely the opposite could happen to this dream. From then on, it was practically Luhans job to not try and commit suicide, to regain his happiness, to regain his friends and to regain his life. He started by regaining friends and so he went up to the only people he knew; Lay, Suho, Baekhyun, Chanyeol, Kyungsoo, Kai, Chen, Xiumin, Kris and Tao. He explained too them just the basics of why he stopped talking too them. How his depression got the better of him and how he was trying too be a better person now and surprisingly they just accepted him and Sehun into their friendship group as if nothing happened. Luhan actually felt joyous as he sat down at the lunch table everyday and he soon found out that he was happier. All of his friends were in relationships and they were all striving, they never would've regretted taking in the small HunHan couple. "You guys are like the RM to our Jin" The BTS fanatic Baekhyun retorted
one lunch as they all sat their laughing and talking about nothing. "aww we love you too baek" LuHan giggled back and their conversation just flowed from there.
Day by day, his relationships with people were getting better, his mother and him had a steady relationship rather than him and a blade. Luhans father was starting too warm up to his son. Everything was going back too normal, Sehun finally got accepted into the Xi family, his family was starting too come back together and Luhan was finally proud to be himself. But all good things that happen have a type of karma right? Well either that or Luhans luck is shit. He was walking out of school with his friends excluding Baekhyun and Sehun because they never showed up to last period, when Jongdae suggested they go into the woods behind school too mess around for a bit. Of course being the crackheads they were, everyone soon agreed and were all running towards the eerie looking field of trees. Before they reached there however, Xiumin who was at the front of the group of boys running towards the woods suggested they turn around, his eyes were filled with panic as he kept looking behind him. Luhan didn't listen to the oldest of the group and decided too run past him as a joke but he soon realised he should've listened to his hyung. "Don't worry about me hyung" he had called before running of and now it was "Please worry about me hyung". His small figure slowly retracted from the ever growing surface around him, he felt as if the world was about too gang up on him, he felt as if he was shrinking and so was his happiness. Well that was until the group ran up to him and a group hug was put in place for the now sobbing Luhan. Even Kyungsoo who rarely gave affection too anyone except his boyfriend Chanyeol was hugging Luhan, in fact he was the first one to hug the small frame of a boy. For you see, they had witnessed something that they knew would break the re-kindled boy. His uncouth boyfriend was actually fucking Baekhyun in the woods, right in front of their very eyes, Baekhyun's lustful eyes glazed over, his arms leaned on a tree, Sehun gripping at his waist pounding into him mercilessly. The deer like boy wished he had listened to Xiumin's advice and not gone towards those goddam woods. LuHan was now a ghastly white with red cheeks and puffy eyes, "hyungs...i'm fine... you can let go really..." They just hugged him tighter for the next 10 minutes. All 10 of them sat there in a huddle, in the middle of a field before finally getting up and leaving. They knew Sehun and Baekhyun were nearly done and weren't in the mood to hear Baekhyun's moans along with Sehun's grunts any longer. The ten of them wandered aimlessly and showed a dogmatism whenever Luhan would say he was fine. They all knew he was not. They all knew he was hurting. They all knew that he would cut or maybe worse. They all knew too much to let Luhan go like that. "Luhannn hyungggg" Kai whined jutting out his bottom lip to form a pout. "Yes Jongin-ah" Luhan replied sweetness lacing every word. "Can we have a sleepover?? Me and you??" Kai's eagerness got the better of him as he poked and prodded at Luhan like a lost puppy. However, Jongin's ardour to stay at Luhan's place was obliterated when the male shunned his request. "No Jongin-ah my parents are home"... "But hyunggggg" he used his aegyo and jutted out his bottom lip further to try and get Luhan to stop procrastinating their sleepover. Kai's whining eventually stopped when Luhan stopped being so stubborn. "Fine... you have to buy me lunch tomorrow though" the deer sighed. Kai's hopes were back up when Luhan finally changed his mind. So sleepover tonight, lunch tomorrow, Kai really was a sweet kid.

...Especially for Luhan...

(((o(*゚▽゚*)o)))(((o(*゚▽゚*)o)))

A/N: can you feel itttttt
Do you know what our Jongin is doing?????????
P.S. if you don't you're a bit dumb
P.P.S. Stan Stray Kids, Day6, iKon, Exo, BTS and The Rose for Clear Skin and Good Grades 🥺🤠
P.P.P.S. i wrote over 1000 words so be happy

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