[WOOYOUNG POV]
I can hear the words.
The words you're speaking to me, San.
Oh help me wake up from this coma soon.
I hate it.
And why?
Why are you still here?
Don't you hate me?
I'm sorry.
I regret what I said.
I'm not mad at you.
I was just stupid and didn't believe you.
I can feel your touch, too.
The way you hold my hand.
Kiss it before you fall asleep.
:)..
I cant move nor speak.
I want to tell you that I forgive you.
But i'm stuck in this dark world.
You come to see me and stay with me everyday.
Why? It's not worth it.
I'm wasting your time.
You could be doing so much more if you weren't here.
Go somewhere else.
I love you too much, but I want to let you go.
I don't deserve you.
You deserve someone better.
I treated you like trash.
Didn't believe you.
Didn't listen to you.
Didn't do anything but cause trouble.
Go away, and never come back.
I'll move on.
And i'm sure you'll too.
You've been with me for too long.
It's been almost 3 months now.
I want to wake up soon, but I don't want you to be here by my side.
I feel guilty.
Guilty.
I feel so very guilty.
I don't understand.
I don't understand why.
Why you're still here.
I just don't.
I want to know.
Almost everyday, you speak to me.
With your kind words, you speak to me.
I listen.
I listen to every word.
I hear you singing.
I love it.
I love your voice.
It's perfect and sweet.
I might've just fallen more in love.
Weird right?
But I cant tell you.
Do you really love me?
Do you?
All the kind and loving words you say.
Are they true?
Tell me.
I want to believe.
But want you to leave.
I don't want you to stay.
But I want you to stay because I love you.
I love your company.
Oh what shall I do?
I want you to find someone else.
Someone else better than me.
Like Savannah.
You love her right?
You said you do.
But you also say you love me more.
Why?
There's no reason to.
She's better than me, and I know it.
Anyone could be better than me.
But I want you to stay.
I want to be with you for the rest of my life.
But..
Do you?
Do you also?
If so..
Is it the truth?
I hope to find out soon..
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