Looking at you it hurts, it hurts so damn much. And I just don’t get it. I don’t fuking get it. How can one person have such strong feelings for someone and then that someone not even care about the other person. That’s some pretty fucked up shit if you ask me. What I need to do is get over you. And I’ll hear those words and I’ll think to myself I can do it. But, then my hair will fall in front of my face and it will remind me of that one day in March when the same thing had happened and you took your hand and tucked my hair behind my ear. And then my whole mood will be ruined. I’ll remember how warm your fingers felt when they accidentally brushed by my cheek. Or I will be sitting in the car and that goddamn frozen song will come on the radio. And It will take me back to the time you sang Love is an Open Door to me when I was having a shitty day. Even though your voice is awful not a day goes by that I don’t miss you singing to me. But, now I can’t even listen to that song without the feeling of fire burning in my chest. And over the summer I was fine. But, now that I have to see you everyday talking to everyone else but, me it breaks my heart. It’s a shitty situation that I am in here. Having to get over someone I never even dated. And don’t you dare tell me that I am crazy and I made it all up in my head because I am not. When other boys tried to talk to me you would move closer to me because you knew you were bigger then them and it scared the other boys away. You were so protective over me. You made me believe that you really cared. I wasn't enough for you. It's funny because your were more then enough for me. But it's time to move on. Goodbye. I'll miss you forever & always.
