Rants About A Certain Someone

Today

I'll get started by talking about what happened today.

So I walked into the school and headed to the cafeteria where everyone is supposed to wait until the first bell rings. I went to the back to wait with my friends where I normally wait. I got back there and I say, "Guess what!?"

Then Ava replies by saying,  "No one cares." Then went back to talking to our other friend there about their dad's being emotional and crying. I was really confused and concerned so I asked what happened and what was wrong.

Ava's decides to say, "Mind your own business. "

"I'm highly concerned. " I said because the other girl was acting weird and Ava was already being an ass.

"You always say that but you don't really care, you just want to know what we're talking about." She says.

Now I don't give a fuck that she thinks I want to know what they're talking about because yes I do. But I only want to know because I care. The part that pisses me off is that she assumes that I don't care.

If you have a thing with zodiac signs like I do than you know I mean what I say. I'm a Scorpio by the way. And my zodiac sign is so accurate, surprisingly.

When I say I care, I care. If I don't care it'll be obvious.

A person should never tell me I don't care. If I didn't care I wouldn't text Ava every night. I wouldn't help her with her freaking homework. I wouldn't have helped her through her issues that happened at school that I'm not going to get into. If I didn't care I wouldn't sit with her at lunch, I wouldn't even talk to her unless I had to.

She is such an ungrateful asshole. I've broken so many house rules and lied so many time for her. And she knows. She just doesn't care.

She always complains about having depression and anxiety. Mostly anxiety. Well guess what!? I have anxiety too! But does she even know!? No!

She just stresses out too much over school work. That's not what anxiety is.

I don't know everything about her. She could have anxiety worse than I ever will.

And her "depression" and "cutting" I'm not even going to get started with that right now. Yes she cuts but whenever I try to help or even talk to her she flips out on me. And yes she has depression but not sad bad as she tries to make it out to be and I still try to talk to her and help but she flips out on me.

I have so much to say about her but if I say it all right now then it'd be a stupid long chapter and I couldn't make the rest of the book. Nope I lied. She'll do something more tomorrow, I guarantee it.

But anyway, I wanted to say something so bad but I shut my mouth. Oh we could have gotten into it.

But then she didn't know why I wasn't talking!

She didn't understand why I didn't want to talk to her!! I should have just left and hung out with my other friends while waiting for the bell.

If I could go back and redo that moment I would have said something after she told me I didn't care. Even though I know exactly how it'd end and I know she'd be mad at me, I know exactly what she'd say. I still should have said something.

I'm so done with just putting up with her. If she wants to keep being mad at me then I won't just give her a reason to be mad, I'll give her multiple reasons to hate me.

Okay so, thanks for listening to that.

Pet peeve of the day: If you're going to hate me, hate me for me. Don't hate me for how I look, who I hang out with, what I eat, or my freaking hair color. If you want to hate then hate me because I'm annoying! Hate me because support Donald Trump! Hate me because I listen to country music! And oldies! And classic rock! Hate me because I don't consider rap music! Hate me because I don't believe in God and I'm not religious at all! Just hate me for me! I don't blame you if you hate me already just after reading this, just as long as you hate me for me!!

Thank you, love you, bye!!❤