In this story there will be some drama with relation ships. I WILL NOT be using his current love interest in this story as to avoid any problems as there is boyfriend girlfriend stress in this story. And I won't be using his ex either. I found out t...
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You were in foster care, jumping from home to home because nobody could help you. you wouldn't let them! You didn't need help and if you asked it meant you were a weak little brat who would be eaten alive in the real world! you were suicidal, you were a little, you were vulnerable but refused to believe it. You never ever let anyone know. all your special supplies was kept in it's own secret pockets in your luggage. razors, matches, you even had rubber bands so you could do it in public and just say it's a therapy for a behavior issue. but in reality it wasn't, it was just more self-harm. your other supplies for your special space you went into. You were your own care taker. You couldn't trust anyone with that responsibility so you took it on yourself. but in the end you just hurt more and more. you had a new foster parent. they said you might like this one. you doubted it. as you knocked on the door you sighed. you heard the door open and looked up from your feet. Jacksepticeye stood before you. He smiled at you sweetly and gave you a warm greeting. "Hey there sweetheart, I'm Sean, I'll be your foster dad. Come on in." He moved and you slowly walked in muttering a quiet thank you. He nodded and shut the door. "So (Y/n)... I hear you had it rough growing up... I also know you've been a challenge for your other foster parents. I won't be beaten so easily. I won't quit on you. Now sit at the table, let's get to know each other." You sat down and placed your bags at your feet. he asked you some questions. normal small talk stuff. you answered as little as possible. He asked more on your personal business. suicidal tendencies. your past and how he could help. The more he kept asking the more you didn't answer. "Please honey tell me how I can help you." He spoke calmly "Stop asking... that's how!..." you snapped. you loved this man and idolized him... but you couldn't let him know so much... know how pathetic you were. he sighed at this response but didn't scold you for it. "Sweetheart you don't need to keep your walls up here." "I don't have walls. Just... leave my past and issues alone!! I can handle it!!" "(Y/n) calm down. I want to help yo-" "I DON'T NEED HELP!! I'M FINE! AND YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T EVEN HAVE REAL ISSUES SO JUST....JUST...JUST DROP IT FOR FUCK SAKE!!!" Jack looked at you surprised. He stood up and walked over to you only for you to freak out and scream falling back off your seat. "Whoa Whoa hey it's alright! I'm not....." you heard nothing past that & slowly felt stupid for your behavior. You shoved past him and grabbed your bags and bolted. you ran and ran hearing him yelling behind you. soon it faded and you sat down. you were in the woods by a creek.
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You opened your bag and cleaned up a spot before sitting & wrapping in your blanket.. You started to sing to yourself. "When I was younger I saw.... my daddy cry.. and curse at the wind... he broke his own heart & I watched, as he tried to re, assemble it..." You took out an exact-o knife & opened it. You kept singing as you slowly cut your skin.
Jack's P.O.V
Just as I was trying to tell her I wasn't angry she ran off! I had to find her! I had to! poor baby needs help and I promised to help. I was searching the woods near by when I heard a young girls soft voice. I followed it and saw (Y/n) sitting by a creek. She was wrapped up in a blanket... it was a picture of the 2 of us at pax... I listened to her sing till I noticed the motions her arm made, her voice was cracking, and I looked closer and saw red flowing down through the water. no... nonononononono! I ran over and grabbed her arm. "Stop stop hurting yourself!" I yelled in a panic. She screamed and yanked away dropping her small blade. She screamed profanities at me and tried to free herself from my hold as I held her to my chest. "Enough, (Y/n)... It's okay. It's okay. now let me get you home... we'll clean you up." I whispered quietly with a stern yet gentle tone in her ear as her rage turned to sadness. She cried into my chest as I picked her up. I grabbed her stuff & walked home. As I was cleaning her up, her face was blank. no emotion at all. "Honey listen. You-" "I know, I was being stupid and dramatic. I need to calm down and stop being so crazy..." "No. not at all." I kissed her bandaged wrists. "You have no need to fear me. I promise I will never cause you intentional harm. And I will love you and care for you as if I had helped to make you. When I signed to take you in you immediately became my sweet princess. And I'll be damned if i don't make you feel like one." She looked at me with the saddest eyes I ever saw. She had such a pretty face, It was a shame to have it covered in tear stains and be red and puffy from crying. "Come here baby it's okay, Jackie's gotcha."
your P.O.V
he hugged me tight & rocked me gently. I felt... so safe, so loved. He hugged me and held me like I was his little world. I... I liked this. I caved in and cuddled against him & passed out in his hold.
