Jacksepticeye X troubled foster child reader.

uh oh....

At the end there is a serious authors note and it is not to be taken lightly. those of you who are nice to me don't take it to heart. I trust you all but I am very sensitive and nervous... My anxiety leads me to write these notes. because I'm scared of attacks. it's easy to fight behind a screen but it does hurt me and I have cried over cyber bullying... even wanted to kill myself. anyway enjoy the chapter. 

The end of the day came. Jack Rachel and I were watching a movie. I was... on the other end of the couch from him. I didn't like it because well... I really wanted a hug right now... The movie ended and Jack lightly scooted the sleeping woman off him & picked me up. "Bed time baby. Let's get you settled." "D-Daddy?.... I-I need..." "Oh boy... Now?" I nodded. He sighed and looked to me smiling. "Just be quiet okay? We don't need a certain someone having a melt down over attention..." HE JUST BURNED THAT BIG BOOBED BITCH BAAAAAD!!! I held in a giggle as daddy took me to my room. I can dress myself fine. but sometimes when I need help with zippers on my back he helps. I don't do diapers. let's get that through!!! I prefer to use a toilet. I was dressed in my soft dino onesie. He came in and picked me up. "Juice or milk sweetie?" He asked me sweetly as we went to the kitchen. "Milk... chocolate milk." "Okay sweetie." He got my sippy cup & filled it with heavily syrupped chocolate milk. then gave it to me. He got some coffee because my space keeps me up long. I cuddled into his chest & cooed as he swayed making his coffee. I was quiet and good so rachel didn't wake up. She took up a lot of his attention... so I wasn't gonna risk screwing up daddy time!!! He was getting used to my space. I could tell. At first he was very nervous very unsure always asking questions. when it first happened he was terrified and was dead sure he'd be stuck with a 16 year old in a nappy. But that was put to rest when I said. "BATHROOM BREAK DADDY!" paused our game and dashed to the restroom to relieve myself. when I came out he looked at me and said "Sorry but THANK GOD YOU DON"T USE DIAPERS!!!!!!" I laughed my butt off with him. He hugged me and we kept playing. that was my favorite day. for now. I looked up at Jack who was smiling at me. "You know, I'll admit. this is nice, being this close with my kiddo. Cuddling and late night comforting. hearing the word Daddy quite a bit. Every dad loves hearing that from their daughter. well at least most of us do." I smiled at him and gave a quiet giggle. He kissed my nose & chuckled. "Let's hope if we ever tell her about this she reacts well. we can't hide it forever, and it's unfair to you to have to hide it from her." "Hide what from me Jack?" the familiar voice sounded from the doorway. Jack tensed & looked over. I looked at her and clung to him. "What's going on here? Why does she have a sippy cup, why is she in a onesie!? why is she acting like that!? It's weird make her stop!" Jack shook his head. "I can't, it's out of our control, Rachel she can't help it." "Like hell she can't. what even is this?" "A little space..." I said nervously. "Ew! Jack I thought you hated little's!" "Well, I don't like it much but, she lacks the traits of a little that makes me uncomfortable, she wears no diaper, I don't have to dress her. She just needs a little support & special care. (Y/n) tell her how old you are." "16! but in my space I'm 5!" I smiled. "No! you are a 16 year old girl and this is rediculous! Jack put her down. (Y/n) act your age and be a fucking normal teenager!" Jack growled. "Rachel, that's enough... tonight you can stay and you will take the couch. I will sleep as I always do beside my little girl, I will book you a train ride home tonight and tomorrow morning you will leave my home and not come back. I can't let you be cruel to my daughter as she does this to heal from her past." "I won't go!!" "Then I'll call the cops." "No you won't! You'll send her back into the system!!" "No I won't, I'm the only one who can properly take care of her. You will go tomorrow or I call the cops tonight and they escort you home after a night in jail." "I WON'T LEAAVE!! SHE WILL!!!" Jack dialed 911 as he set me on the counter. "DON'T YOU DARE SEAN!!!" She grabbed a knife. I snapped out of my space and tackled her before she could get to him. "GET HERE NOW MY GIRLFRIEND JUST PULLED A KNIFE ON ME AND TRIED TO MAKE ME ABANDON MY DAUGHTER!!! SHE REFUSED TO LEAVE PEACEFULLY TOMORROW MORNING AND SAID MY DAUGHTER HAD TO!!!" I bashed her head on the floor till she was knocked out. I took the knife and sat on her. if she woke up I'd hold the knife to her neck. The cops arrived and took her away while she was out. I went back to my little space & ran to jack. The cops asked why she was unconsious. "I bashed her head off daa floor!!!" I giggled & snuggled jack. The cop looked at me weird. "You bashed her head off the floor. HOW? You're... a little." "When I saw da pointy metal I snapped out of my space and did it." I smiled. "She was gonna hurt daddy. And daddy saved me from almost being raped when he first got me! He was all bloody when I woke up. He hit the bad man in the head with a wheel chair!!!" The cops looked at him. "Good man!! You two have a nice night." We nodded and watched them take her away. "BYE BITCH!!!!" I yelled and giggled. "WHOA! big talk for a 5 year old!" He teased. "SHhhhhhhh!!!!" A thought popped in my head. "Daddy?..." "Yes baby?" He picked me up & sat on the kitchen counter. "Will you ever let Anti out?... He's nice to me and he just wants to be free..." "I... I don't know, Anti & I have a rocky past but... Maybe we'll see... Why? did you... wanna see him?" "Mhm... I miss him... it's been 3 months... I only see him when I'm on the edge of death or knocked out by a blunt item... I wanna see him when he doesn't need to keep me from dying... So I can play games with him." Jack looked down & sighed. "Okay honey, I promise sometime soon Anti can come out & play." "YAAAAAY! Thank you daddy!" With that the two of us went up to bed.

If a single one of you fuckers shit on me for this i will bring hell on earth... I was shit scared writing this and I know at least some of you will not shit on me, I hope you all saw the little space tag!!! This is sensitive for me and I don't want to see a single fucking hateful comment towards little's because it is a very healthy healing tool to regress to a younger age! It's a way to make up for the love and support you never had as a little kid and if I see anything against this you will be blocked from my account reported and your comment will be deleted! If you're lucky I'll give you a chance to apologize! And for repeat offenders I will not play very nicely!!! I trust that you who read this and have added it to your lists will not be cruel to me as you have hopefully seen my little notes about why I write the way I do, and one very attentive reader has guessed that the (Y/n) character is based off of myself and my life.