I don't know if you will ever see this but I hope you do. Heres the deal, I really like you. I want you to be there with me all the time. I don't want fire, I don't want lava, I just want you. Sometimes I can be the most self-centered person on the planet but I really do care, and I hope you do. When you send those hearts to me it gives me a feeling, something that I haven't felt in a long, long time. I truly do feel love. I know you can't give me alot of attention but I just want to let you know that you make me feel like myself again, you instantly make me happy, and you care. Please continue to do that. It makes me feel like I am someone even when I know I'm no one. I just see so much in you and I just want to give you the time of your life. That's the reason I'm so selfish and jealous, because it want to be the one to make you happy just like you make me. Just stay you because that feeling that I get when you send those hearts, that's what I meant by the affection. I think I feel it now. Mayb it's not so bad!?!?
