dear baejin,
hi, baejin. i know by the time you'd read this, i'll be long gone from your life. i know that you never ever had feelings for me. but i rather die than be mad at you. even though i had cancer, i have been strong for you. and this time, can you be strong for me? i'll always remember you and cherish you in my heart. but i can't do that if you forget me.
i know i wasn't there when your parents left you. i know i wasn't there when your sister had a car accident. and i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for never being there for you. i'm sorry for not being good enough for you. i'm sorry for not being the perfect best friend you wanted. i'm sorry i wasn't there to wipe your tears away. i'm sorry i couldn't comfort you no more. but just remember i will always be looking up to you. i will be your guardian angel, my sweet baejin.
i'm sorry.
i love you, bae jinyoung and i'll always will. my sweet prince, don't ever cry and don't ever harm yourself.
jiyoon and the members will always be there for you. even though i'm gone.. they'll be there to comfort you..like i once did.
i'm sorry for all of my harsh words and behaviour. i hope you can forgive me..
i have a present for you, just go to my room, take the diary i kept and the present beside it on my drawer near my bed. take it and it will always remind you of me. read the diary and i'm sorry if it breaks your heart.
bae jinyoung,
don't forget me..
i'm sorry..
i love you..
always and forever.
farewell, my dear love..
sincerely,
hong jihye, your best friend.
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sequel?
