Evidence

My world

I woke up, hoping that I would find myself in my own world-no such luck. I felt Omega's bed underneath me, and I could hear him breathing. It was completely quiet except for the deep panting that was coming from him. Some would say it was peaceful-those who weren't being held prisoners, that is. So, I kept my eyes closed tight for as long as I could and pretended that I was with Manson instead of Omega.

I guess I fell asleep pretending because I woke myself from a dream and found myself in a tub. But, it wasn't a tub, it was the bathroom sink. And, I had shrunk to the size of a baby doll. I looked up frightened at Omega. He smiled and kept swabbing me with a blue rag covered in soap and water.

"I don't want to be small," I said, quietly.

"Good morning, sleepyhead," Omega said, as if I hadn't said anything.

"I don't want to be small," I said louder,"make me big again!"

"You've never been big. What are you talking about, honey?" Omega replied. I started crying.

"I don't want to be small, and I don't want to live with you! I want Manson!" I yelled between sobs.

"What are you sayiing? Who is Manson?" Omega asked, as if I were talking like a lunatic.

"MANSON!!!!" I screamed hysterically.

"Awwwww, honey." Omega picked me up and snuggled me in a warm towel. I forgot for a minute that I was upset and my tears went away. He carried me to a soft, white lump and set me there.

"When you wake up, " Omega continued, "you'll be the happiest girl in the world. " I felt myself drift off into a peaceful dream. But, I wasn't sleeping.

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I sat on top of a red rose like a fairy. But, I couldn't move my arms to push myself up. I examined them closely and realized that they were porcelain doll arms. I stared into a puddle of water next to me and discovered that my whole entire body and face were porcelain like a baby doll"s. I wore a pink dress and white Mary Janes. It was awfully boring sitting on top of a rose next to a puddle. I looked around at my surroundings. Next to a rose like many tall sky scrapers were more roses. I crawled to the edge of the rose as it swayed under me from the wind. I saw giant spiders, worms, maggots, and butterflies working beneath me. The worms were planting crops, and the spiders were feeding on poor flies stuck in their webs. The maggots rode on butterflies, telling the worms to work harder. I watched in horror as a worm fell to the ground sobbing as a maggot whipped it to shit. Then, I looked up and away from this scene going on under me and saw a giant cat looking down at me. The orange cat stared at me for a minute, then it went off on its way to find a mouse or something. I suddenly felt very drowsy and decided to lay down. I felt my eyes close and knew that somehow the scene around me had changed. I felt someone holding me, and they were very warm. But, I couldn't see them. I just knew that they were there.

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When I woke up again, I was standing in an airport. I was still a doll, but I was in the standing position. It was the LAX airport I was in-that's what I noticed. I excitedly walked up to the line to buy a ticket, then I noticed that all of the people around me didn't have faces.

"Have people always not had faces?" I wondered aloud. The person in front of me turned around and held a jeweled hand mirror in front of my face. I saw my face reflected in it, only I had a black muzzle and dog eyes like a dog. I felt the tip of my nose, it was wet and my entire face was covered in fur. I sighed and spun around startled. Someone had pushed me out of their way.

"Watch it!" I yelled rudely behind it. But, it looked familier, it was Manson! I ran after it, but I forgot that I had doll legs, so I tripped and fell on my face. The dog mask fell off of me and broke into a million unrecognizable pieces. I watched in dismay as it disintegrated into the ground like the waves created in a pool of water when you throw a pebble in. I stood back up somehow and continued to walk behind Manson. I could barely keep up with him. But, I had to get to him somehow. We stopped so that a security guard could check him before he boarded his plane. Then when the guard was finished, he continued walking I went to follow him, but a strong force pulled me away. I flew backwards through my world faster than the speed of light and landed in a giant crib.

I looked around the crib and found giant baby toys and teddy bears. I frantically started climbing the bars trying to escape. But, two hands held me and I didn't know who I was anymore.

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Omega cradled me as he sat in his chair in the corner. We hardly left his room anymore. He hummed a lulluby until I opened my eyes.

"I'm not happy," I said.

"Neither am I, " he said darkly.

"Why?" I asked, curious. He frowned and pulled a hammer out of his pocket. It was a large hammer, and I don't know how it would have ever fit in his pocket.

"They told me that I had to do this," He said, then he smashed my face with it, I didn't feel it, I just knew it was happening for some reason.