PERFORMER ㅣKTH fanfictionㅣ

VIII. Drunk Again

I regretted it. I regretted not inviting him for 'ramen' for the next few days that we haven't seen each other. I kept imagining a bunch of scenarios of how it might have ended. I wanted him so bad it was killing me. They finally told us which company we will work at for a few months. I heard the company name somewhere but I couldn't pinpoint it.

I was at home cooking dinner while listening to music on YT. It switched songs automatically. I stopped chopping onions and looked up when BTS-Fire came up. Something flashed through my mind and I ran towards the laptop. I looked at the screen and stopped dead. Well FUCK. I thought for a second and picked up my phone from the coffee table. I hesitated a little, but pressed messenger app anyway.

7:02 Me

Hi. What u doing?🙃

7:05 TaeTae💜🐯

Wow! Are my eyes deceiving me?😳

What's happening?🤭

You sent a message to me first?

Should we celebrate?😁

7:06 Me

Don't be cocky. Are you free tonight?🤨

7:06 TaeTae💜🐯

Yes. Do you want to go out?😄

7:06 Me

Yes. How about a glass of soju?🍾

7:07 TaeTae💜🐯

Cool. 8:00?😊

7:07 Me

8:15😅

7:08 TaeTae💜🐯

Cool. I'll be waiting at the stall near your place.👌

A little more than an hour later I was sitting at a plastic table with Tae. We ordered a few bottles of soju, since we both have a high tolerance, two beers and a lot of snacks. He didn't ask why I suddenly called him out. We drank and drank and only when I was feeling smashed I said ,,Yo. I think it's time for us to sleep...'' he looked surprised but I could see that he is drunk as well. Not as much as me, but he was tipsy at least. ,,What?'' he said with a laugh. ,,I am going home, to sleep. Alone. Me. Sleep. Now.'' I got up and knocked over a few empty bottles of soju. He sat me down and said ,,Wait here. Okay? Don't move.''

He went to pay the bill and I waited for him obediently. ,,I waited as you said. I listened to you. Am I a good girl?'' I blinked my eyes a few times at him. ,,Yes, you are. Now come. I'll take you home.'' He pulled me up from the chair. ,,Yes, SIR!'' I saluted with my free hand. He chuckled.

I was so lucky that we were close to my home. I barely stumbled. Tae had to support me. I reaaaaly liked the way he held my waist. God his hands were so big. It made me wonder about how it would feel like, to have those hands on different parts of my body. I looked up at him. He was so much taller. I could rest my head against his shoulder. And I did. Gosh he smelled divine. I nuzzled against his neck. He didn't protest. Suddenly I remembered something. I suddenly lifted my head, the world tilted a little.

,,Oh right! I totally forgot! The reason I called you out tonight!'' I stopped in my tracks. We were almost at my apartment. ,,What is it?'' He asked while holding on to me to make sure I don't fall or something. Too bad I already fell. For him. Hahaaa. ,,I've got huuuuuuuge news. Guess what company I'll work at during the JYP nation tour?'' I teased.

,,No way.'' He said, his eyes wide.

,,Yup. It's LARGEHIT!'' Tae looked confused at first, but then realization hit him and he cracked up. No that's not it. I tried again ,,BIGSMASH!!'' He was almost rolling on the ground at this point. I was so frustrated with myself. Why can't I get it right? ,,BIGHIT! It's bighit. Don't laugh at me! You're cruel!'' I shouted with tears starting to well up in my eyes. ,,He still laughed when he hugged me tight. ,,I can't help it. You're so cute.'' He squeezed me.

I pushed him off me and stomped towards my apartment building. I couldn't walk in a straight line. He caught up to me and supported me again. I didn't push him off this time. I leaned my head against his neck and smiled in comfort. I could feel the vibrations traveling thorough his neck and chest when he said quietly ,,I knew that JYP is a very good friend of Bang PD. I'm really happy it's BigHit.'' I didn't answer. Instead, I tilted my head a little and planted a big, wet kiss on his neck. He chuckled and I smiled again. He left me at my apartment doors again. I couldn't do anything else than throw myself on the bed.