i hate that word
it makes me feel like i'm crazy or something
i hope i never go on meds
not that there's anything wrong with that
but still
i just don't want to get to that point
anyways
my "depression"
my "depression" is like being stuck in a cage
where i am handcuffed to the bars of the cage
i'm holding the keys
but the keys are for the cage, not the handcuffs
so even if i can open the door to the happiness outside
i could never get to it
i could maybe slip my hands out to touch it for a little bit,
but i can never keep it in my clutches
what this all means is
i'm stuck
i found the way out
but i can never get to it
and i'm happy for a couple seconds
but then it all passes
