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This chapter is dedicated to @dornames

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Just before Brendon pierces my skin with the knife everything goes black.

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I wake up and see I'm still strapped to the chair, but the ties are looser. I look down and see no sign of scratches, injuries, or anything, but I'm still tied to a chair back in the basment. He must have wanted me to be awake while he tortures me... why did I have to fall for him... he's a criminal for fucks sake. I can never trust him or Dallon or anyone ever again... I hear the basment door open and look up to see Brendon. Great he's back to torture me again.

"(Y/N)! Your awake! I was worried!"

Boi the fuck are you talking about!?

"What the fuck are you talking about! Worried?! Yeah sure you were! YOU WERE ABOUT TO TORTURE ME BEFORE I PASSED OUT!!! YOUR PROBABLY BACK JUST TO TORTURE ME WHILE I'M AWAKE!!!"

Brendon stood there in shock for a while before speaking up.

"What? What... what are you talking about? I would never hurt you... what would make you think that? I.. I lo-" He cut himself off looking at me for my response.

"Um... let's start from the beginning shall we? First! You woke me up in the middle of the night screaming at me to wake up! You dragged me down here and tied me to this chair even tighter then when you first kidnapped me, you told me how much you hated me how you didn't like me! Hell even Dallon told me how much he hates me. You...you were about to hurt me with a fucking knife!!!!! I passed out and you of course wanted me to feel the pain so here you are about to hurt me so I feel the fucking pain!!!" I raised my voice the more I got into what I was saying until I was full on screaming at him, "DOES THAT RING A FUCKING BELL!!!!"

"Wh...what that never happened! I didn't do any of that, we'll except for tie you up, but I tied you more lose than when I first kidnapped you..."

"FUCKING BULLSHIT!"

"WILL YOU LET ME TELL YOU MY SIDE OF THIS!?!?!?" He yelled.

This shuts me up. I never know what he could do now... I... I don't believe him.... by now tears have started running down my cheeks. He goes to wipe them but I jerk my head away. He sighs and even though I don't trust him that sadness in his face when I jerked (can you liek not... thanks) my head away. It was kinda heartbreaking...

"Now my side..." He says sitting down on the floor in front of me criss cross, "after we both fell asleep after Dallon came over yesterday I woke up to you trying to punch me, I noticed your eyes were still closed to after a while i managed to get you into the basment to strap you down because I had nowhere else and you would've killed me... and I tied it loose. I went back upstairs exhausted and wondering what happened to you. I tried waking you up, but you wouldn't wake up." He says, I've only noticed now that his chin was resting on his arms that were resting on my lap. "So, you believe me?"

(Quick Author's note! So I'm setting up her mind set like in the song Left Brain Right Brain by Bo Burnham except the left side of your brain is the side that doesn't trust him and the ride side of your brain trusts him so LB means Left Brain or the left side and RB means Right Brain or the ride side of your brain. Thanksss)

LB: No don't trust him he's lying. He's just gonna gain your trust then hurt and break you again.

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