Unnoticed

Chapter 1

Aria Moore PoV

Life was never the same since last summer, people looked at me different. They looked at me with pity, but that was all I could expect. After all the whole town knew, the news had spread like wildfire. The "heys" or "sorry" this had became a routine. It never changed anything and of course after a while it became annoying. However I appreciated the intention but it could never bring them back.

I must've been the talk of the town for what seemed like a century.I was never one to walk away from a problem. I would always face them, but that changed the moment I met him.

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I was stood at the gravel path looking down. A tear rolled down my cheek, I now knew I could never get them back. I wish I could have said "I love you" one last time.

In loving memory of
Christina Moore & Andrew Lovato
Loving parents and loving Souls.
Died- 16/11/17

No one cares as much as I do. A conversation may strike up but it'll go down like it was nothing, maybe I'll get thrown in the conversation every once in a while. The conversation won't last long. We don't know what life will be like without our parents until we lose them. Some think of it as a nightmare but for others it's a reality. A cold reality. Sometimes people will forget to be kind because we are all going through something. Along with the pity, people saw the opportunities to weaken me and break me more than I already was. People change but that isn't a bad thing it's just what happens in life. We go through the best and worst times. We get stronger and weaker. People use this advantage.

"Mum, dad I don't know of your listening but I'm starting my senior year. I wish you were here to see me. I miss you both. I wish you were here to tell me off one last time. I wish you told me how to act, talk and even walk again. Mum, dad I don't know who I am anymore. I need you more than ever. How about all the heart breaks to come? How about my wedding? Who will walk me down the isle? How about your grandkids? You'll never get to see them. They'll never know what great parents you were. Who else will force me to eat when I don't want to?Who will show me new things?. I learnt from you guys, you taught me to be who I am now. I don't know how to go on with out you. I love you." I was sobbing uncontrollably.

I began looking around, I noticed a large figure. I couldn't see his face since it was dark and a hood was covering his face. He sat down and played with his fingers.

"Have you lost someone?"

"I lost myself." He says getting up and walking away.

I watched him walk away wondering what he meant. I remembered why I was here, it wasn't to make new friends. It was only for one purpose. I placed the flowers down on my parents grave along with the others which were rotting away. I decided it was time to go home if I could even call it that...

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"Your home back early." My aunt Catherine said.

"Yeah" I muttered walking up to my room.

I sat on my bed looking at my surroundings. Over the past few days I began realising things will never be the same. The put my head phones on blasted music. It must've been too loud as my brother walked in with an annoyed look.

"Could you be any louder?" He says.

He walks out leaving me like everyone else.

When my parents died Daniel changed. He was obsessed with drugs and violence. He went along with the wrong crowd. He lost himself in away. I cared for my brother. I checked on him every night to see him surrounded with drugs. Cocaine, marijuana, heroin any drug he could get his hands on. I remember the day I asked him why he did it, he just replied with:

'That's the way I stay sane." He said walking away from me.

The pain that I felt was nothing compared to Daniels. He was still my little brother nothing could change that. I would have never let him be away from me. I loved him but I couldn't be myself anymore. I couldn't be there every second of everyday. I blame myself every night for his addiction. Maybe if I was there he would've been happier. I would never forgive myself if anything happened. I knew it wasn't entirely my fault but I was a big reason. We all had our fair share of flaws and so did Daniel.

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